Avatar Tamiko
The current Avatar
Introduction
Tamiko is a blue-haired Avatar from the Fire Nation. She's experienced multiple wars and her struggle with spirituality persists...yet so does she, through any conflicts the world may throw at her.Table of Contents
Character
Appearance
Short light blue hair, Slim, tannish skin, 5'3, deep blue eyes, small fire nation tattoo on inside of left arm.
Personality
Tamiko is a very humble person. Will do anything for anyone and be happy doing it. She is happy to help anyone she can because she'd like to provide people with what she couldn't have when she was young. She is very caring about her friends and will show defense about anything she cares about. She is accepting of everyone and will let everyone know that. She makes cheeky jokes when unprovoked and is light hearted. She is open to have a conversation with anyone new and welcome them!
Life
As a young girl, Tamiko found herself constantly out of the loop with her family. She was misplaced and took into account her deference’s in every choice she made. Her father used to work for a smeltery in New Kasen but his name has been since forgotten. He left the family alone when Tamiko was just 4. Tamiko and her mom remained in New Kasen until there was no other way to afford living in the slums. The family moved to a booth in Caldera they sold anything they could lay their hand on to survive. Sleeping on the hard ground of the outside booth, barely hanging on. Tamiko and her mom would do anything for each other just to get by, they were inseparable until they weren’t.
When Tamiko turned 11 her mom fell very ill. She promised with all her heart Tamiko could get by without her and she had the “street smarts” she needed to carry out a wonderful life. A few days later her mom passed, leaving Tamiko to fend for herself in the brutal streets of Caldera. People looked down on the poor soul, she kept her head down and sold what she had to to survive. Avoiding any confrontation with anyone. This didn’t always work as their were people who got a kick of picking on kids who came from the same background.
Over the next couple years Tamiko managed to save enough money to move back into the slums of New Kasen. She began to take pride in her Fire Nation roots and wanted to make it a place for the better. She started studying the laws and practicing bending any chance she got. Tamiko began communicating with her neighbors and worried about people who were underdogs as she was. Her genuine worry for the Nation was always in the conversation and always discussed ways it could be fixed.
Around when Tamiko was eighteen she was strolling through New Kasen when she saw a girl, most likely 12 or so, by herself on the road. She offered her something to eat and a place to stay as obviously the child was neglected. She asked for the girls story and received, her name was Keza. Tamiko formed an immediate attachment to Keza and wanted nothing but the best for her. She took her on as her own and mentored her in everything she needed. Tamiko eventually adopted Keza as the bond grew and grew. She saw herself in her eyes, the starve for acknowledgement and care. The two grew inseparable.
A while after Tamiko and Keza were able to afford to move to Caldera in an actual home. Due to Tamiko’s fixing of weapons and tools for others she could get a decent amount of money. At the start of the journey in Caldera, Tamiko met a Corporal by the name of Kano Beau. They became very close friends and did not hesitate to go on adventures together. He cared for her in ways she had not experienced before. They found themselves getting closer and closer, Kano eventually asking for her and Keza to move in with him. They worked to live a better life then they ever did. Tamiko began to show interest in becoming a High Sage at this point. She was already a Fire Sage due to her connections she made with the citizens in New Kasen. Fire Sage was a good fit for her to, the ability to have a say in a government that neglected you. She also would help anyone when asked and be glad to do it, Sage was the perfect fit. Tamiko wanted to make a difference in the world for her daughter and for their future kid.
Soon after moving in together Kano proposed to Tamiko. She of course said yes and they had a beautiful wedding at Nokoribi Island’s theater. Tamiko then became a High Sage. She was ready to take on the responsibilities of the nation as a whole and help better the laws put in place. She became the mayor of her very town Caldera, a town she was homeless in for a while. This allowed her to know the ins and outs of the City, using this to her advantage she took pride in helping the citizens revamp protection and the sense of community. Ghost, a close friend of her and Kano's, Tamiko chose as Daimyo for the City. He cared a lot about it and worried for the same things Tamiko did as mayor.
At about 26 years old she decided it was time to move out of Caldera. She had now been in charge of the entire Southern Arm of the Fire Nation. It was a lot of responsibility she was not scared to take. Her Kano and Keza then moved to the eastern point of Yanzhichi. They built up a beautiful house together to live in, made wondrous gardens and places for potential grandkids to play. Tamiko then stepped down as mayor of Caldera and handed it down to a close friend and co-sage Kairi. Kano and Tamiko’s marriage was bliss for a while but Tamiko began to notice a disconnect between them. This is mostly do to the adulterous crimes committed by Kano that Tamiko seemed to constantly overlook. She found herself tired of excusing him, she loved him but knew what needed to happen. She went to Dari (the High Sage’s best friend) to confide in him. Dari who was a priest then agreed to divorce the two. Tamiko was heartbroken and lonely but knew that this is what needed to happen. She is now focused on the building up of the people’s Nation.
Avatar's Journal Entries
Entry 1
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I have found myself in an incessant state of shock by the responsibility and gift I’ve been granted. I feel as though I've always had something in me that pulled me toward the spirits, it would prick and call into me as I continued with day-to-day duties. Some aspects don’t sit well with me, recognizing how long it’s taken for Raava to set within someone. It’s made me unsure I was ready for the jump.The nations are taking on severe changes and threats without the guidance of spirituality. I know I can't promise the world the peace and prosperity they need, but I've come to realize what I can or can’t promise has no worth. It’s the drive in me to reach towards a better life for the nations and spirits together, living the life I have so far has trained me. Empty promises are the consequences of having little faith in oneself. Raava has spoken to me and provided me with the essentials I need to help all. With that, I am confident in the changes being made to this world and will work alongside my friends and comrades to proclaim peace.
My time in the Fire Nation as a Sage has given me the experience of acknowledging everyone, it is the people of the nations that want to be heard and seen. I went through everyday meeting new people and welcoming them with open arms. Communication between different aspects of a nation was one of my leading graces, it mimics the relationship the nations strive for. I worked closely with a good friend Mahatma Sukon on the workings of spirituality and how to connect with it. He has been a guiding model for my vision of the future. With the Earth Kingdom working on these aspects as well I am excited to continue focusing on the lack of Spirituality in this world. It’s also become evident that defense is needed in every nation, the constant attacks from rogues have been damaging to us. The Fire Nation itself has been non-stop threatened by these attackers and has little defense against the groups arising. I’ve seen it happen in all of our nations and it discourages me, to not be able to help everyone and watching so many people harmed in the process. I have made it a goal to do what I am able to help, to protect my friends and family was the target, now the nations.
I have been training with my daughter, Lieutenant Keza and General Kano of the Fire Nation for the duration of my time here. I would not consider myself the best or most skilled fighter but I am eager to learn and continue on my journey. It has been rough session after rough session but they are being patient and understanding, it will be a lot of work retaining all the information needed to become strong enough to defend but I strive to be there. I am excited to continue on this path and come to new experiences on the way, I’m hoping I can grow as I stretch.
Entry 2
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I have only just begun my experience as Avatar and so much has occurred, from events to communication with important people it could be overwhelming to most. I am beset with the opportunities I have at my hand but it is a sensation to feel what I have felt. To go from a simple Sage of the Fire Nation to being a labelled hope of the world is unsettling, it has made me notice the disconnect I had from the various Nations. I feel as though I must please all being this abundant with power, I don’t want to let anyone down. It worries me often if I miss one step of the journey it ruins everything. I take the time out of my day to reflect on what I **didn’t** do. It is the conversations I miss, the events I cannot make that clog my head with doubt. I want to prosper as I am, but the judgement radiating out of me is hindering that.
After the festival, I had an encounter with a friend, Jing, former General of the Fire Nation. We discussed his life and how it had formed him into a man he couldn't see forgiven. As a friend, I attempted to talk him out of anything rash and assure him he could be forgiven in this world. I explained that no matter the mistakes you’ve made you will live with the consequences that are dealt, if you can live with that and forgive yourself you can carry on. His argument was rather aggravated and hostile, he began to talk about how I was playing the part, acting as an untouchable. We exchanged more advice, leading to Jing saying something like “I’ll see you when you’ve mastered the elements. I figure we won’t be speaking with until then Avatar Tamiko.” He shook my hand, leaving me flustered. I replied with “Enjoy the show Jing.”, I put a lot of confidence into my words but I honestly don’t know if I have the will power to secure it. Jing was a close friend and no matter the mistakes he has made, I believe in my heart he deserves a chance to rebuild. However, I am here to serve the world and Raava, to protect the world and not abandon the capability to do so.
After training day and night with Keza and Kano I am feeling a lot more serviceable in fighting. I feel myself becoming more focused during fights and concentrating more on movement, I think that is my main concern. When we first started training Keza was very open and patient with me, knowing I am not used to using my bending in the technique styles she is. She has shown to be an awesome teacher and talented bender, I’m glad I decided to let my daughter display her knowledge; I'm proud of her. All in all, I can say I will be confident in my fire bending soon enough, I want to be proud of myself before anyone can declare me suit.
This time was honestly filled with new beginnings and ends, with my retreat from High Sage I had conversations with my good friend Sukon. He stepped down from Mahatma around the same time I did High Sage, we discussed the problems we encountered as both and found them interchangeable. Following that, our connections with the essence of the world found us in deep conversation. The two of us connected on a relevant level, we both experienced loss and could not find the closure we were seeking. It became evident that Sukon would be a good fit for accompaniment on my journey. I look forward to becoming closer with the spiritual forces I am facing.
Entry 3
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I’ve spent the last few weeks meditating in groups with Nomads and others from across the world. I find it alleviating, gives me a chance to introduce myself to the people that pass, it reminds me a lot of my time as a Sage. Since my last entry, I finished the temple I was working on in the Fire Nation. My friend Sukon and I have worked hard on it to focus on our spiritual sides, it has given me a place to spend time outside of the diverse activities that Raava has provided me with. It is adjacent to my home, Ankoshima, the town I worked so diligently on as a part of the Fire Nation. I miss days when I could fish off the docks in peace and acknowledge the trees turning shades of brown. This should not be worrisome to me, as I have more relevant items to attend to, but the thought of moments like that comfort me.
My training has skyrocketed, I spend day and night learning and strategizing the best ways to defend. It’s provided me an outlet for my emotions, if I feel overwhelmed you can find me in a duel with Keza. It somehow loosens my stress and allows me to channel feelings into a cause that matters, fighting Kano is different. While focusing, I lose balance and fail to make a hit. It is hard to keep my mind stable and available for combat with him, I will overcome that and progress as I guaranteed everyone I would. In my opinion mastering fire bending will come soon, I’ve bent fire my entire life and have had Keza there to guide me in my works. It is just the perfection of it, I need to not let the world down because I am frustrated. I am doing this for them, not for me.
The coronation was not like anything I’ve seen before, the events that happened were brutal and unimaginable. I watched as Belan, a friend, was taken from this world. Nations were at each other's throats, the crowd livid. I caught a glimpse of the assassin, the red robe draped low to his sides, it looked as if there was black trim in his wear. He swiftly took aim from the west side of the event center and shot a flame arrow running through Belans heart. As soon as I witnessed what had occurred, I jet blasted out of the venue to chase after the coward. He jetted into the forest and concealed himself with trees, the man was fast on his foot. I let him get away from me… I let Ayato down as well as the entire Nation, I have yet to come to terms with that. It was my responsibility to protect them that night, it is my job to protect this world and I can’t provide one soul sanctuary. I need to be better, I need to find the suspect and bring them to terms with what they have done. It is unacceptable.
During the tragedy, I was approached by Eastern Elder Maari and Mahatma Quali. Maari and I began to speak of war, I promised to the extent I could that this war would not be dragged to the Air Nomads.It is my job to prevent what I can, I will be doing what I must. We discussed the guilt I felt from the events that occurred, they comforted me and told me it was in no way preventable, I disagree. Later that night, I had a long discussion with Sukon. He looked very distressed, stuttering and stumbling on his words. While explaining what happened during the ceremony, he stopped me. Sukon responded with “It’s a tragedy what happened, I was unable to attend but I wish Ayato the best.” I agreed, wondering where he was during the event, he had no duties outside of attending with me. He says “Maybe this will spark motivation for the Earth Kingdom to attempt war? Would that not be uniting for our, the Fire Nations army”. I was astonished by what he said, to find the positives in someone passing on to the next life, it was awful. I looked down at his jacket and noticed it was long on the sides, he has black highlights on the trim. They matched the ones from the assassin, there must be explanation for this. I halted the conversation with Sukon to think on it, he stepped out for air and never returned that night. I assume he is wandering the FN somewhere, for now I search for him and find him before others do.
Entry 4
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Haven’t seen Sukon since the night of the assassination. It disturbs me how long he's been gone, I’m sure he is secure but I would rather have a civilized discussion with him than a hunt. Regardless I still don’t think he is one to be suspect of, I am close with him and in my years I have never seen a bit of outrage used neglectfully by Sukon. It would completely aggravate my trust with a lot of people if he would be able to do something like this..I need to stop reasoning this way, it’s allowing me to doubt even closer friends are supporting me. Abandoning my home nation is in the future and I don’t think I am ready to do so, training wise I’m definitive I can overcome the fears I have. However, leaving my close friends and family to focus on becoming a hope for the world is worrisome. I know the Fire Nation is in more than capable hands but I would have liked to be a part of the growth and beauty it is coming to contact with.
One of my many close friends in the nation was Ghost. He was a part of the army for some time and we ended up meeting in Caldera, at the time I was mayor he became my Daimyo. After some years he and Kano went off to fight rogues in an attack on Caldera, they both were terribly injured and Ghost went missing after that. A few days ago, Keza wanted to show me the old fort of Naka Shi. I trained here once when I was a Trainee and was interested in seeing it for nostalgia. Upon sauntering into what used to be the old circle fire where we’d have toasts to victory of war, Ghost laid tiresome. He looked as if he had been grappling with a thousand days of loneliness, he was pale, washed and faded. We exchanged some lines expressing the joy of finding him and realized most of his memories were lost, during the attack he took some pretty foul hits, this was only to be expected. He was discombobulated and our only goal was to bring him home, it has been a while since we have seen his face. Ghost was one of the people I went to for a lot of advice, honestly I missed his presence more than anything these last few months considering all that's happened. But he is back and I’m glad I can start to share my journey with him again, Keza and I brought him back to Caldera to be reunited with the group.
I had a thought out conversation with Keza and Natsuko, mostly about the tension arising in the Earth Kingdom and Fire Nation. They informed me there have been numerous raids between the two nations and the violence is beginning to rise. I assured them I would discuss it with Ayato and Kano to dissolve as much aggression as I could, this is neither side's fault. Although I am quick to halt any violence I see, if the Fire Nation needs my help I will support them as much as I can. This is my home nation, I love the Earth Kingdom and I have spent these last few weeks so conflicted and hazed but I have made my decision. My plans are to discuss the situation first, this is a problem that arose from one person, the killer. I am terrified to think I may have to be responsible for stopping battles from occurring, I want to do as much as I can to prevent what will ultimately happen. Maybe I won't have to pick sides...The more I ponder it the more my brain mutters to me, I must be the peace I want to see.
Entry 5
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Dedication is a form of art, the time spent concentrating and working towards a goal millions of people expect me to meet has been an experience. It has honestly taught me alot, when I first started training I would fail multiple times before taking advice I disregarded often. Sometimes when the pressure becomes too much, I get incredibly frustrated and feel broken. Raava holds power inside me and I can’t do the exact thing I was made to do? What does that say of me, that I was wrongly given power I cannot handle? I hope to overcome the worries I have with the support of my friends, them being so close to me and guiding me through this journey, I would have it no other way.
With the war being declared, I am very eery of any happenings between the EK and FN. I need to find a way to maintain the civil discussion without letting these battles and raids get anymore violent. I know it is my job to “end” this war but I am at a loss for how to go about it. I’ve thought deeply about it and wanted to form a search party for any clues or suspicious activity, I asked General Kano and a few others to find what they could. I figure since Sukon is still missing and worrying me, I told the others to check out Purenzu. He spent most of his time there at his temple to ponder his wrong doings and spirit connection. I am hoping we will be able to find something that proves his innocence…
Entry 6
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After careful consideration and talking with many of the people I call role models, I have come to the decision I am ready to move to air bending. To be a master at a certain skill is very dependent on how you yourself are feeling, it takes a lot of self admittance to declare you are enough. Speaking with one of my closest friends Kya, Sukon’s fiance, she let me see the light of all this. Others can knock you down as much as they want but if you know that you have improved and are prepared to move on and continue fighting, you will allow yourself to do that. I thought that because I wasn’t able to defeat certain people, it showed I was fragile but that isn't the case. I used to not stand a chance against some of the people I fought, now I can hold my own and then some. It is not about who you can or cannot fight. Mastering should be focused on growth, your ability to show how much you have overcome and absorbed. I feel as though my growth has been exponential and that is what matters, Kya showed me that.
That being said, I know my place right now is here in the Fire Nation, the war going on needs to be tended to and I have high expectations set on me. I will be continuing to train with Keza while beginning to learn air bending whilst I am staying at home. With guidance from a couple elders, I have chosen both Grandmaster Hes and Master Amal to train and instruct me on air bending. I am close with both and feel they will help me to the best of their abilities. I am very excited and nervous to begin instruction, I know air bending is very different and the masters test will be very difficult but I am ready to take on a challenge. I just hope others will understand my best is not perfect, there will be times along the way just like fire bending I will hit my lows. But out of these lows form lessons, it will all together let me form a good stance on balance.
I have spoken to General Kano of the war, he wants nothing but the gain of honor for his soldiers. Regardless if this means war continuation or more soldiers on the opposing side losing their lives. It worries me that his mind has dragged this far from when I first met him. Keza and Nastuko promised to keep a steady pace of deterrence from violence, I trust they will uphold it. I asked Kano to form a search party to help find Sukon, so far it is going well but blame has been placed assumptively. The party started to place blame on Dari, an old friend of mine that happened to trap me a while back. Dari joined in on the conversation soon after and I vouched for him, he has grown a lot since the incident and I missed his presence. A bit after, the blame was thrown around once again this time to me. Lieutenant Trioh was quick to assume that because I had the information I did, I could have been the one to kill Belan. Everyone was quick to quiet him but some words thrown resonated with me. He uttered “Just because you are the Avatar does not mean you are some kind of hero”. I agree, I was chosen by an outside force to help guide the nations to peace and prosperity, this does not indicate I can save everyone. Mostly because I can’t, Belan, Sukon, many others have faced the faults of my neglect. I tried and so often have not succeeded, but I have learned from those mistakes and will continue to do so. We found Sukons jacket near Death Valley, I’m worried it may be too late. I pray we can find a solution for this soon.
Entry 7
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Since last writing plenty has happened, I think I have finally been accustomed to the work as the Avatar: Attending events, constant talks with world leaders, people I didn’t think I would ever have the chance to meet before Raava. It’s become natural for me to enter a room with the confidence I was lacking about a year ago, I also think that surrounding myself with friends lets loose of the pressure a bit. The true pressure is the world not thinking I am enough. It honestly daunts me, I can always say to myself that I am doing enough but those actions prove otherwise to anyone on the outside. I hope that I am providing everything the world needs to continue on.
I attended a rather small event between the Fire Nation and Water Tribe to celebrate the connections between both, although it was one of the many events I’ve attended to speak on that topic, it stood out far more. Being in the Fire Nation for how long I was you would think I’ve realized how close the bond was between the nations, it really is a template of how close all the nations should be. During the Luau, Giotok, the ambassador to the Fire Nation from the Water Tribe asked if I would present a speech, I am not very out-spoken or valuable of writing but some things I said that night stood out.
“If a seed of genuine acknowledgment is planted, roots spread to everything, it will mend the relationships we have so often taken for granted and bestow the maturity needed to understand others.” These were words my mother had passed down to me, I have finally been able to realize what they signify. It starts with one person, that person providing encouragement to others based on the understanding they have for them will in turn give others the chance to do the same. It has become a goal of mine to spread this ideology and maintain that stance in the events to come.
In searching for Sukon, I have grown close with his fiance Kyrin. We have a deep connection we gained from mutual loss, her losing the man she loved and both of our losses of a great friend. It has been hard on her, it is widely known Sukon may have been the one to partake in the murder of Belan and she hasn’t took it lightly. I’ve comforted her as much as I could during this process and she is eager to help with the search. With what we have uncovered, I have tempted continuing on with this investigation alone however, I don’t feel that is the right way to go about this. I ponder the thought of joining together a force to find him, both sides may be reluctant to work together but this may give them a chance to grow and form bonds that were shattered. I believe organizing a party to find Sukon is the best route, the dialogue I exchanged with Dari has worried me. A while back he had logged some information he thought was interesting about Sukon, It was of his personality at the time he was a Pundit and Dari Savant. He went on to explain Sukon wanted nothing more than to be on top, his motivation was obtaining power he had no intention of sharing. The correlation between Belans murder and Sukon having any reason to partake in it was alarming. Dari being his mentor has engaged in actions similar to those of which accused, although those events have been forgiven it could have gone further this time… Sukon was a close friend but I don’t think I could forgive him for this, if it was him, having the boldness to take another's life for what? Power? It is indescribable the anger I hold. I will find him and we will discover the truth soon enough.
The Earth Kingdom’s royal ball was a turnout none-the-less, entering felt as if we interrupted the entire room. I had brought with me Liv, Keza and Ghost, more or so because I felt like an outlier in a room full of new faces and ones that didn't exactly carry pleasure. The bombardment of questions I received of the war was expected, the answers followed naturally until Ayato began to speak. He was letting his emotions get to him that night, reminding me of the night his brother was killed and how that mended his actions that followed. It was conversation after conversation, to the best of my ability I attempted to deescalate the situation but his keenness to get the subject off his chest was stronger. The tensions rose through the night as he downed anything in a glass he saw. It was evident his people were frightened by his actions and words.I spoke with Liv and agreed we need to fathom he is going through a lot and his feelings may be inflated. After much gossip about what will happen in the next coming weeks, I looked to Ghost and we both nodded in assurance it was time to leave. I’ve realized this needs to be handled in public and plan to get Liv Ayato and I together to speak on the information I have found regarding Sukon.
Entry 8
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I retreated to Ankoshima the other day and invited those of the search party a few months back. I wanted to discuss the findings of Sukon that Dari had shared with me and my thoughts on the suspect entirely. I asked Kyrin to join me that evening to see if she had any information of his whereabouts or could round out an idea of his location. She seemed distraught even being there, you could tell how worried she was for him. I let the group know the idea we had on where he was, Ba Sing Se University. They agreed after much questioning, being in such a big group I thought it was the right time to bring up the joint search party. Most of the group did not seem very fond of having a temporary truce to solve the murder of Belan, even so I plan on attempting it none the less.
I have considered it all and want Kyrin to accompany me on my journey, she adds insight of the spirits I originally wanted Sukon to give. She is the closest thing to him and would have the similarities of the deep connection with spirits obtained. I have also become very close friends with her and she is really the only person who knows the struggles I face deep down, becoming Avatar was easy, living with it is not. I’ve shared with her the aspects of doubt that nobody sees. The constant worry that I am not loud enough to stop a war from getting too gruesome, I am lucky enough to have people like Keza and Ghost on my side to remind me that it is not all up to me. I can lean on others just as much as anyone else, I just have the utilities to ease loss on others.
Tonight the Earth Kingdom hosted a parade to signify the strength of their military, all was going well as we marched through the streets of Ba Sing Se to arrive at the palace. There we heard a speech from Ayato about his eagerness to obtain justice for Belan and how they will stop at nothing until given so. Ayato noticed the Fire Nation military around the walls of the capital, he shouted at them and informed his soldiers they were attacking, begging the citizens to grab cover. General Kano accompanied by Natsuko and their army began to flood into the inner wall of BSS. Kano and Ayato exchanged some harsh words and I attempted to intervene to the best of my ability. The two men are set on showing off their clearly strong armies, I have noticed they don’t hesitate at the chance to declare dominance. They then agreed to duel as their armies soldiers began attacking each other, in circumstances like this I’ve learned there isn't much I can do to reason with them. Once they have been ordered by their superiors they listen without hesitation, this makes it extremely difficult to reason with anyone in the military seeing as each commanding officer is stubborn. After some fighting, we had a heated discussion, constant verbal jabs from both sides that progressed nowhere. Watching the two leads conversate made me realize just how difficult ending this war would be and how messy it would leave both nations. Ayato is still emotionally unstable because of his brothers murder and is constantly attacking the Fire Nation because of it. This fuels the fire of Kano, who is adamant on bloodshed for his soldiers pride, this issue is going in circles with no resolution in sight. Hopefully the solving of Belans murder will give us all some insight and let us solve this without anymore lives being lost.
Entry 9
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I have shared my decision of leaving for Eastern Air Temple with everyone, it has reflected what most see of me as Avatar. They are discouraged, they believe I am acting cowardice and rather than forcing my hand into issues I am running away from them. While this is valid, it suggests I am not concerned for those that should not be affected. My mind is clear and set, if I were to handle both of these wars with a little skill and spiritual essence I have now, I do not think I would come out alive. Honestly if I were to stay I would be a focus of foreign relations, something the nations are lacking. The attempts I have made to establish balance and honesty in each nation are numerous, when humans want something they will stop at nothing to attain it. I don’t believe I have a big enough voice to solve issues at this extent, everyone expects me to explain a redirection of peace and nation leaders to just accept it. I have learned that is not how this works, they have the ability to disdain my points and to carry on with their brawl. Some individuals' response to this would be anger, or to insert themselves rather. I am not one to push myself into situations that should be solved simply, these occurrences I believe could be brushed off if words mattered to some. Wanting to protect the lives at stake is ideal but can I do that? Can I honestly say I am prepared to go against the forces of each nation that would prevent peace? “You’ll never know until you try” someone would say, like I have learned before self realization is a big step to advancing your skills. I know if I attempted to right now, the war would continue regardless of what I could have to say.
What was said in the reports was quite a hit, although expected due to my public announcement I was honestly hurt. Ayato tagged me as an embarrassment as an Avatar which was to dispute me calling him the same. His reasoning was myself standing by while his forces were attacked by the Fire Nations Army, I agree and wish I could have done something more. My undivided attention was to halt the conflict between the two, which I argued and argued but the General and King ordered their armies on. He speaks of wanting justice for his brother and I value that, I felt the same when various close friends passed, I know how that can shatter someone. Placing the blame on the entire Fire Nation instead of indulging in the information I have found, he blatantly ignored the facts when presented. I don’t blame Ayato for what he is doing or going through, I know he is struggling to make Belans death any clearer but innocent lives are lost due to his emotions. A “coward” he calls me for fleeing to the Air Temples, I wish he could see and understand why I’ve come to the decision. In growing closer to Ghost during his rehabilitation, he has taught me that cowardice is evading the affair because you're scared. He reassured me this is not because I am scared, but because I am truthful with myself. Although I have Raava with me, I am not a solution to every dispute. I am an advocate for peace but believe there is a veracious way to obtain it.
With Kanos' response it seemed as though something was lost, his thoughts were unclear and you could tell his mind was clouded. He did not choose this war but he is owning it, I imagine he is using it as a morality boost for his soldiers. Words were thrown at the coronation out of pure spite, it would have left me indignant too if I was still Fire Nation. I understand his motive and standpoint but that does not excuse the lives lost for his self-worth as General. In the parade I attended, there was nothing more than disparage from both sides and no grounds to find balance. It showed me he has changed since being with him, he has grown selfish. President Dustan being another reply upset with my leaving, I feel he will understand once I return to further prevent bloodshed.
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It seems as if after years of peace the world has decided to shift, causing conflicts in each nation some more intense than others. Foreign relations has never been more of a distant topic than now, the deep wound from the wars declared has impaired the connections we need to be at peace. I hope I can be of help to those in need, it is the citizens who are suffering from the constant struggles of each nation. It is known communication mends connection, this starts with vulnerability. It takes honesty and courage to reach out to others and restore peace on your own, I expect myself to lend a hand in this process of healing.
A few days ago, Ghost and I were organizing and packing for my departure to the Air Nomads that I anticipated would happen earlier. Whilst packing, Leafy, a close friend and former fellow High Sage stormed into the house, alarming us that Keza was severely injured and needed immediate attention. I hadn’t realized what pure fear was until that moment. The individual I loved most had been in immediate danger and my mind lost itself, I darted to Kezas house to see the damage that had been done. She was in obvious pain with a larger gash on her arm, it was clear she felt faint. It took a minute or two for Ghost and Leafy to follow me into the house noticeably disturbed by the scene. They lifted her onto a table where I wrapped her wound and provided somewhat of care, growing up in the slums of New Kasen gave me some of the street smarts I needed for situations like this. Once Keza was stable enough to speak, she explained to me what happened. Who? Who would go after the one I love because they are too cowardly to come to me themselves? I am proud Keza was able to fend them off as much as she did but the aggressor has something else coming. I will find who did this, no matter the lengths.
After some time, I found myself pacing the floor discovering thoughts that had not crossed my mind before, I am a usual peaceful and reserved person but this event dragged me to extremes. Saddened I wasn’t there to protect her, I refused to leave her side. Ghost begging me to rest, trying to convince me there was nothing I could have done. He conciliated me as best as he could, reminding me I am with her now and that is what matters, I see the anger matched in his eyes with mine. The person who had the audacity to do something like this, will pay for their actions. I’ve decided I will depart for the Air Nomads after my daughters wedding so I can see her down the aisle. It is best for the situation we are now in.
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Everything has calmed down since the attack on Keza, I am still quite furious but I promised the world I would continue on with my training at the Eastern Air Temple. Speaking with Keza while packing the rest of my things up, I reminded her of what a strong human she was. I’d like her to understand how much faith I hold in her, although she was caught off guard this time I know she wouldn’t again. Keza deserves the liberty of feeling safe and it was compromised because of me, someone after me went for her, it is best I leave so she can have that feeling. We attended the wedding after planning for weeks, I was able to walk her down the aisle and hand her off to someone I know would keep her guarded. Thankfully everything went smoothly, I think everyone was a bit on edge still after the coronation. I expressed to Keza and Leafy that I wouldn’t rather anyone else look after each other, they are truly one. Thinking about it so often it made me realize I had that with someone and couldn’t slow down enough to see it. Ghost had been someone who so often put others in front of himself it would put him in awful situations. He demonstrated so much care through his actions and I loved him for it, I wanted to show my gratitude with a proposal. It was him I could see myself growing with, someone I wanted to keep close to protect and him vice versa. Although I would be departing soon we would last through it, he would grow closer with my family and nothing would change.
With the Fire Nation and Earth Kingdom continuing on with the war, Keza was to attend another battle. In her condition I worried for her agility, I decided to tag along to protect her as much I could. She seemed to jump back to her old self quick which was relieving to see. Towards the end of the battle I noticed a man panting on the ground in front of the fort. I noticed a wound in his chest. It looked too deep to mend, the man was in profound pain and started to gesture to me to come closer. It was Ayato, his eyes announcing he was fading fast, I approached him noticing General Run by his side. Run and Ayato both flooded with tears making it difficult to form any sentences. Ayato elucidating that he expected me and him to form a friendship in the future, I grew more and more defeated as he spoke. He is young, he should have had more time to grow and learn from the mistakes he made. Although through this war he has been often close minded, it was only him mourning the loss of his loved ones. I don't doubt that many lives have been lost because of this man, I can only acknowledge it doesn’t justify his own. Ayato weakened to limp while handing off his kingdom to Run, his close friend. At that moment, Run and I exchanged a few glances. It told me he was worried for his nation and the future of his friends and family. I told him his kingdom was in good hands and we moved Ayato's body to be buried on his land.
When we returned home I exchanged goodbyes with everyone, nudging Ghost and Leafy to the side and confirming with them they would protect Keza while I was gone. They both would have done this regardless but I’m glad they had no issue reassuring me. Leaving the Fire Nation was bittersweet, I had loved my job there as a Sage but knew the world called me for different. My friends Giotok, Kyrin and I set off on a hot air balloon we had made to suit Raava’s colors. We thought having a Fire Nation balloon flying over Earth Kingdom territory wasn’t the brightest idea especially at this time. After sometime we landed in a place called “Glowfly Grotto,”as we approached the village I felt an intense pull toward the tree in the middle. When we landed, Giotok and Kyrin went to find some fuel to continue the journey ahead. I stayed back to tie the air balloon down, while doing so I ran into a few Swamp villagers. They were so welcoming and kind, even for just being there for a few seconds it felt like somewhere I could rest. I spoke with the Oracle Danaq about connecting with the spirits, I was reluctant to tell him I hadn’t yet. The Fire Nation showed it was no place to find one's spiritual self. I also met the Swamp Elder Akuna with her friend Miska, they both expressed gratitude for me coming to their village. It was honestly my pleasure to be there, it was like no other place I’ve been. They invited me to dinner and I gratefully agreed to meet them there. When I arrived back at my balloon, I found a hole in the silk. It looks like we will be spending a few more days here.
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Succeeding our trip to the Swamp, we figured we had to stop again for more supplies. There was no better place to repose than Jinshu, the metal city, I had heard from Sukon it was always in his mind to find the place. Our balloon swiftly landed as we were greeted by Gnarlo of the Metal Clan and Captain Erik, their amiability was rather welcoming. They proposed a tour and I follow suit, learning they built the city with metal bending made it palatial. After being led through the city, we discussed the war and what toll it was taking for normal citizens. I brought up Keza and Ghost, how it was affecting my family as well as theirs. Nobody is unaffected in war, it is simply what damage you can reduce. Earth King Run had stepped into my field of view, I was happy to see him in good health. I can’t imagine the sorrow, the loss he has confronted would take down many but he is here showing strength. We exchanged our salutations and like most conversations I have had recently, our updates on the war. We both seemed to have thought we owed each other something, as if we had been playing tag with favors. Run alluded to a message being sent to me while we are living with the Air Nomads, I told him I would gladly do what I could as I felt partially responsible for any resigned feelings he may have had. I asked him to keep an eye out for Sukon, when I said his name many of the soldiers present appeared vexed. Having Kyrin with me and letting my feelings cloud my judgement, I encouraged the search for Sukon within the Earth Kingdom. I told him no matter what intent individuals had I wanted to speak with Sukon before choices were made. Death does not justify death, it calls for prosecution.
We arrived shortly after at Eastern Air Temple where Eastern Elder Maari waited for us, they were gathered with multiple Nomads eager to meet us. Maari and I have connected in the past and became close recently, they expressed interest in my spiritual endeavors. It was hard to confess to them I have been quite separated from energy, it has yet to provide me the opportunity to connect. I hope to focus on that more here, Maari had asked what I thought blocked me from reaching into spirituality. I was going to pursue the conversation but I acknowledged Kyrin to the side of me. She and I both knew it was Sukon who halted that path, we looked at each other and empathized. Giotok discussed Swamp matters with the other diplomats in the room we were in, he quickly changed the conversation when observing Kyrin and I’s discomfort. Making conversation with the Abbot, Maia, we discussed the spirituality of the Fire Nation and they seemed educated on the topic. We both agreed we would discuss more in the future and they could give me an introduction of the Air Nomads side of things. After chit chat Maari and Maia guided us back to a tower they were benign enough to let us stay in.
Later in the week I opened the door astounded to see Ghost, regardless of the reason he was standing in front of me I was radiant. He looked eager to jump at an opportunity that awaited him. Although obvious in his gleaming grin, he explained he couldn’t sit back and watch me go through the trek without him. It’s simple but conveyed so much more, his words followed, “I missed you.” We talked all night, letting go our worries for the war at hand. The support he had given me matched everything I needed and more, we mutually decided we would continue this journey together.
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As I continue my journey with Raava, I find myself in trials of morality. Though the war had ended, the Fire Nation was still facing great turmoil involving their leadership. In the midst of this feud, the Earth Kingdom celebrated the beautiful marriage between their New King, Run, and his bride Earth Queen Malin to symbolize the strength and unity of the nation, as well as the love it blooms. During the ceremony, I was seated, alongside my fellow friends and guides. Once the ceremony had concluded, the wedding party announced the reception, and all who attended were invited inside to celebrate this joyous occasion. Upon my entry into the venue for the reception I was met by Oracle Danaq and Swamp Elder Akuna who I had previously met on my brief journey in the swamp. Oracle Danaq filled my ears with his recent sightings of native swamp birds, while Swamp Elder Akuna shared with me some possible renovations of the Swamp Palace that truly excited her.
Later on at the reception, I was introduced to an old friend of Giotok’s, Jorika Roatok. Through conversation, I found out that the two despite, being from different tribes, were two very close friends. Jorika has been residing in the tundras of the North since leaving the Water Tribe. I knew that it would be paramount to invite him along our travels because his experience in combat and defense would be strongly needed in future endeavors to come. During our travels back to the Eastern Air Temple, I trailed behind the group from a considerable distance. Inspecting the desert for any sign of the conflict I was yearning for, knowing in the back of my mind Sukon had crossed this same desert to find his way to Ba Sing Se. Off in the horizon a mirage formed, I was incapable of making out the contents. Watching the bison move farther and farther away, I honed in on the blurry figure, intrigued.I made a hike toward the figure and started to recognize what was in front of me.
There were barrels set up with hiked up posts supporting a fragile roof, it looked as if it had been colonized for a while. In the small shadow casted, a man walked out having just cleaned up. Sukon emerged out from under the hanging roof, he looked the same as when he left, like he was searching for something. He and I exchanged surprised looks, each of us almost reluctant to approach the other. Once overcoming our shared shock, his eagerness to explain himself caught me off guard, I didn’t expect him to be so responsive, let alone alive. Sukon expressed his dissatisfaction with the gift I was given, exclaiming that I took the glory he felt he had worked tirelessly towards. He wanted to be the connection between spirits and humans, he craved the credit for doing so. The angered Sukon declared Belan the same, Belan with his new additions to the Earth Kingdom grew closer to spirits. It disturbed Sukon to say the least, pushing him so far over the edge he sought bloodshed. Watching his fury grow as he spoke, I gripped my bow with more force worried for the actions to come. After spewing hateful words from his pent up emotions he drew back his crossbow and aimed for my head. He was not hesitant to shoot, when he did the arrow missed me by a hair, grazing my ear. I then shot an arrow through his leg, making sure to miss any crucial spots, my intent was to impair him for the time being not to kill. Although he has committed horrendous acts, death is not the equivalence of justice. Sukon had lost consciousness from the blood lost. Wrapping his wounds with cloth my bag contained and throwing his limp body on my shoulder I continued on my way, bringing him back with me to the temple of the East.
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I fear for what I could have lost when that arrow scraped my ear, if he had aimed for my stomach we would have lost so much more than just me. Inside our tower, I set Sukon on the bed adjacent to mine, one meant for Ghost. He was sweating through his clothes in obvious pain clutching the sides of the bed. Semi-awake his skin turned a bright red his breath was faint but I assumed this was the effect of blood loss. After some time he regained his tannish pigment, when I returned to the room he was sound asleep. I explained to the group why I grabbed him from where he was, he needs rehabilitation. Sukon is not one to collapse after a long journey but analyzing what he has been through, it would deplete anyone. Me and Ghost had planned a retreat into the wilderness, it was meant for us to connect intensely with the spirits. I trust in my friends to keep a close eye on my fellow old Fire Nation member. While he was dormant, my curiosity pulled me to his bag, it was made from cloth of the crescents. Embedded with various beads that reminded me of Dari, the strands of fabric hanging off of it resembled the bags he had carried. Glancing in the sack I noticed a quiver with one arrow in it, the design on the tip correlated with the one that pierced Belans skin. He did it, Sukon killed Belan.
All the doubt I had was washed into grief, I had lost a friend. All the time I made excuses for him, I assumed it was all concurrent accidentally. It adds up and I hate myself for it, I let my friend reach his darkest point and desolate so many lives. I wake Ghost in a hurry, I explain I cannot breathe in the tower, it is flooded with too much blood. We scurry off to the cabin we were meaning to meditate in. When arriving, I noticed a man sitting in front of a small Yangchen statue, he looked as if something troubled him. Moyai, I would later learn his name was, was more than focused inside and out. We exchanged greetings, he explained he was there to guide our spiritual transition to nature. Moyai approached me ever so kindly, he gave me a curious look, and somehow I understood what he asked with his glance. He returned the nod and reached for my stomach, his hand cold. Proceeding the cold of his hand causing me to shiver, he asks “Do you know the gender?”
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In the past months that we were aware of the baby, we hadn’t told anyone. I don’t think I wanted to admit it to myself, it’s not that I don't want to have someone to care for more than myself it's the exact opposite. There is more to risk, I am in a position where anything can happen to me and now that Ghost is accompanying me, the baby could grow up alone as I did. After conversing with Moyai about the spiritual aspects of growing with our child and looking toward the future with bright eyes, we returned to the tower at Eastern Air Temple. Kyrin walked out as we arrived and glanced to her side with a culpable look. She and I locked eyes and she moved towards me a bit hesitant, explaining why Sukons makeshift bed was empty. The crack in her voice was obvious guilt, she said he convinced her he was after a better life, he wanted to mend the issues he had caused and seek aspects of life he hadn't before. Although I wanted more information from him and to give justice to those who were hurt, Kyrin was smart and knew what I knew. We had numerous talks about Sukon and what we would do if we’d find him. I never expected us to actually solve his disappearance but this is for the best. I am relieved I don't have to fend him off once again and risk what I have, I hope he does the right thing wherever he is headed.
After talking for some time, we moved inside to discuss what was at hand. Ghost and I had spoken with Maari and the others and decided the baby was to be blessed here at Eastern, as it is only right while I learn the spiritual ways of the Air Nomads. I have received word from Keza that she has moved to the United Republic of Nations. She expressed distress about what was happening in the Fire Nation and explained it did not feel like home anymore. She watched for new opportunities and it was there she’d find them. Keza was one of the first people that knew I was pregnant, we discussed training and her caring for the baby while I did so. I trust no one but her to care for the child, while Ghost and I tend to Nation matters.
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It has been a few months adjusting from all that has happened, the sky rises at different times but none-the-less corresponding. Lot’s of changes that are not necessarily drastic have come about, shifts of power like the nations are used to. Time passing is filled with spars and learning the culture of the Air Nomads, all of them differ but they work incredibly together it is indefinitely a nation with all the meaning. I have noticed their festivities are always quite grand, the community works to make sure decoration is surplus. I often think of the spiritual ambiance they contain here, and how it does not compare to what I hold. It is hard to speak of how deficient I am in spiritualism, It is rather embarrassing to be the figurehead of connection between spirits and humans and not be able to access that side of me. The constant discussions between Nomads, it has been rumored that some of them surmise the temples have lost their spiritual touch. How am I to assist with this when I myself am lost? Will the problems arise too soon for mending by me? People have begun to notice I am not spiritually toned as I promised I would be before. Hopefully I am able to change that before actions are needed.
I attended the Pangu festival in Republic City some nights ago, reuniting with friends I had not seen before I left for the Temples. Many of them are pushing for my answer of “When will you have mastered Air?” I do not blame their curiosity, a lot of time has passed from when I began training. I would respond with “I am working on it” to most of them. Training has been an engrossing experience, I am focusing all I can on it and intend to keep at it. Air bending is an addition of movement to fighting, it is very new but intriguing to pair with fire. All of my energy and time will be dedicated to mastering air, I need to prepare for what the world has to come.
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The world has been fortunate enough to have a period of peace and tranquility, despite the wars that raged on only years ago. I should point out that this was not my doing, humans have found a way to resolve issues on their own. The role of Avatar was one I had not spent my life preparing for, rather one thrust upon me in the world’s time of need. I don’t feel as much in need as mentioned, but I’d think it would come soon. With this in mind, I recognize there are many ways where I may have come up short in the eyes of the world, even when I have felt I was doing the best I could. I have learned to validate myself given those issues, I am not perfect nor is the rest of the world.
I gathered the people of the world on Air Temple Island to share with them how I acknowledged these shortcomings I have had and that I plan to rectify them moving forward. Words alone cannot make up for the countless lives lost in the warfare that has occured around the globe, which is why I have vowed moving forward to honor them through my actions. I cannot change what I chose, I left to pursue my training and take blame for those who had passed. I announced that I will be furthering my experience with spirituality under the guidance of Island Elder Astra and increasing the intensity of my Airbending training with General Aries of the United Republic. Keza had suggested him to me a while back, she exclaimed he was an honorable General. I believed it was also time to acknowledge what I had been missing in regards to spirituality and my lack thereof.It was hard for me to be honest about that, to tell the world I am supposed to be protecting that I had no way to. For the most part, it seemed as though what I had to say was well received and people were thrilled to hear I would be charging my focus at spirituality, though there are two sides to every coin.
The Fire Lord was skeptical of what I had dictated to the people, pointing out how although we had moved into an era of calm that it was not my doing and suggested that I had not done all that I could to prevent the conflict that had ravaged through his nation.The night spewed on with subjective comments from him, he spoke above others to me disregarding the line of people patiently waiting to speak to me. I remember him asking for a way to bring spirituality and peace, it felt as though my words in the beginning of the event had no essence to him. I overheard him speaking to Moyai, and he began to question why our team had not done anything spiritually for his, and my old nation. I explained to him I have been focussing on the Air Nomads and my training with them. I also indicated Ryuki was doing a wonderful job for spirituality in the Fire Nation.
Whilst I was discussing retreating to ATI with a nomad attending the gathering, he shouted his despondency. He asked why I had not attended the Diplomat Ball his nation hosted. I explained I was there, I spoke to his Grand Sage, my son in law, as well as a few other citizens.It was also stated that I failed to attend the diplomatic ball hosted by the Fire Nation. I was not aware that I had to see my ex-husband in order for my attendance to be counted, but that seems to be the case.This stance was further expressed through his denunciation, supported by the Chiefs of the North and South Pole, although I’ve been riddled with confusion since hearing what they had to say.
In regards to the Fire Nation, I have always felt guilty for putting them first in terms of my priorities since the start of my time as Avatar, so hearing otherwise came at quite a shock. Even before my time as Avatar I had dedicated all I had to the Fire Nation as a High Sage, building cities from the ground up, working to implement policies for the nation’s safety, helping the voices of the citizens to be heard. Just before the Earth Kingdom had declared war on our nation, I spoke to Natsuko and my daughter who was a Lieutenant at the time. I explained to them that I would do anything I could to put the war to rest before it got too violent. It is obvious I could have done more but the conversations I had with Kano and Ayato had led me astray, it seemed as if they did not care about the amount of lives lost for their pride. I understand that I migrated from the Fire Nation during the war with the Earth Kingdom, but that was only after I had intervened at multiple skirmishes between the two military heads. Even after departing from the Fire Nation, I still found myself attempting to bring Sukon in to face his actions and have justice served.
My travels to the Eastern Air Temple were supposed to help me get to the level I felt I needed to be at in order to have an impact on these situations. I am aware that regardless of what I thought I was capable of, mediation is my duty to the world. I just also thought it reasonable to draw the conclusion that I can not mediate with words alone.There are also allegations that trouble me even further. It is rumored that myself and the team had a part in the attempted coup against the Fire Lord, yet the only information I had heard about it was from my daughter Keza who happened to be a part of the conflict. She had trumpeted her grievances to me and I had only told her to follow her heart. I had no ill intention of giving the advice to my daughter but it was too late.
As for the Water Tribes’ backing of these statements, I found myself in an even deeper place of incertitude. It seems to directly counter the opinion of the Fire Lord, who had declared I was not doing enough to be involved with all of the nations and their ongoings, seeing as the Water Chiefs preferred my team and I stay out of their affairs altogether. This particular point raises questions in my mind as I have personally had very few conversations with those in the Water Tribes, none of which has been indecent. The only grievance I can come up with that may be the cause of this stance are particular members on the team that parted with the Sister Tribes, although those instances occurred years ago and even then I cannot recall an instance where any member of Team Avatar had been tied with the internal fairs of the Water Tribe after they had joined me on my journey. We have not even had the luxury of traversing the poles. Up until hearing of the denouncement, I was unaware that I had unintentionally gone against the desires of the nations. After a meditation with Astra realization was made.
Perfection is an unreasonable and unattainable goal to have, no matter who you are and what gifts you may have. In a world composed of different people at every turn, there will never be a time where I do not find myself disappointing someone, but how I choose to respond is how my character may be gauged. Beating myself up over this does not have the same effect as me working to find solutions to the problems I was presented with. I recognize that the Fire Nation and the Water Tribes have felt mistreated by my team and I, and my respect for both nations only increases knowing they were not hesitant to bring the voices and opinions of their citizens onto the global stage. I will not let this criticism haunt me, rather move forward and use the gift I have to bring justice.
Tamiko Daigo
Political Figure:
Avatar Nation of Origin:
Fire Nation Predecessor:
Avatar Cheng
Appearance
Year of Birth
283 AG
34 Years old
Children
Eyes
Deep blue
Hair
Blue
Skin Tone/Pigmentation
Tan
Height
5'3
