Journal Entry #3

Eredenva, 1000 YAR

As I stood with Caliban and Ayumi, watching what little I own be packed aboard a wagon, I could not help but think about what lies ahead… perhaps more cynically than I ought.

I tell myself I am only forsaking Caliban because of my soul’s true nature. Why, still, does this feel like an excuse? I ask myself why I did not fight against it. Was it not my fate upon my birth to be Caliban’s Oracle? Why has my fate changed now? Does my status as Beloved truly outweigh my prophetic gifts? Is it not a waste to travel away from the god who has guided my every step into the arms of a stranger on the premise of an outdated concept?


I must travel to the other side of this continent… leave the familiarity of my home to stay within golden walls in an unfamiliar land. I feel nothing for this god I was supposedly created for… it feels only like a dying link.

Dysis