To Prince Consort Lorenzo Dolore

Your Highness,
Please know that Illara is safe and healthy.

The subject that I wish to broach with you is
I am writing to you about an experience that I
I am not at all certain on how to begin or what even to make of what has happened. I need your advice as the voice of The Divine Suffering and I fear I will quickly run out of paper before I find the words to describe my current status.. I suppose it would be best to begin at the beginning and allow my story to flow from there.
We were on the trail of serial killers and tracked them to a mine a few hours walk from The Iron Hills. Inside we found another body and two followers of The Reaper. In the excitement to secure their surrender a shot was fired which caused one of the assassins to drop a jar they were carrying, which released a red gas. I need guidance, please.
I have weathered the pain of two deaths, I thought it was what The Lady would want. Illara says that The Divine Suffering rewards those who endure pain for the greater good. She said that what happened to me is not a loss. Please help me, please tell me what to do.
I’m alive.
~Volatia Oleander