Mazira Ambervale

WAS BORN TO A HUMAN MOTHER mother was a slave who was raped by orc and escaped to go back to her village was an out cast mother nearly died having her was not excepted by the village of humans ashamed of her blood lines cant understand her temper /rage curious about her father and orcs in general was teased as a child by the human children always tried to stay hidden when she came of age thought it would be safer for her family if she left grandparents never excepted her deeply confused and with drawn quick to anger very independent wants to leave her human village and find out more about her blood lines just wants to fit in somewhere and understand herself fears her temper may get her into trouble hurt a village boy when he tried to attack her near killing him is just entering adult hood physically is all orc but has many human emotions wants to be a great fighter hates herself for wanting to know about her father for her mother loved and protected her and her father abused her mother rebellious pig headed yet very immature family wont tell her anything about orcs she has never seen anyone that looks like her feels she is meant to serve a greater purpose more then anything in life she wants to belong and be respected dreams of being a mighty fighter and leader trusts no one is looking for her path in life her place in the world

half orc/ half human strong independent a bit of a loner ..very protective of her own stuff.. quick temper and ready to go anyone who she thinks is a threat to her ..more orc then human by appearances ..More Human then orc by nature..

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Alignment

Chaotic/Neutral

Age

18 human years

Children

Gender

female

Eyes

Violet

Hair

Black

Skin Tone/Pigmentation

Pale

Height

5'9"

Weight

200 LBS

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Somewhere down this road (prompt 2)

Everyone's sleeping and once again here I sit wide awake very very wide awake Cant stop my thoughts they are crashing in My head .. makes my head hurt I wish I could quiet them down even for a second .. Gold hit me today I mean it wasn't hard or anything it didn't hurt well not really.. well ok it hurt but in a very different way then you would think ... when he struck me all this rage built up inside me I felt like thumping him back then I felt ashamed then scared a whirl wind of emotions whipping around in my head .. My mother hit me a lot My grand mother hit me even more and the school teacher and elders in the village I was raised even more still .. All my life I've been hit and I can handle that I can ..its the words that go with it that sting words like beast and stupid and clumsy and savage these words any any more like them seem to always follow me where ever I go .. Yea I know I am not as bright as some but I am not stupid either . I often wonder if I wasn't half orc if they would call me these things ??? I am Mazira I am half human half ORC but all people see is the orc side of me .. ORC what is that even who is that ? I know nothing of my orc side hmm I know everything of my human and that part of me I can't stand No human has ever been my friend or asked my advice no human has ever respected me .. Oh I know respect is earned not giving My mother taught me that and I tried tried really hard to respect the elders of my village .. But they were all stubborn and pig headed and rude and even some were cruel Respect bah fuck that that is not how you get respect .. well not me anyhow.. Respect is earned trust is earned sigh I just don't understand why I have to work three times as hard as every body else to be seen or to taken seriously I just don't understand I n my heart I know I am meant for greatness somewhere down this road I know something is waiting for me something great something that makes sense Years of dreams just can't be wrong ... I just want to find a place where I will be safe and wanted where people understand me I want to find my Home I want to do great things be seen as mighty and strong .. there has got to be more out there for me Who knows where this road may go where this journey will take me BUT I know in my heart I am meant for greatness I am Mazira I am Half ORC I am the weaker sex and I am not going to let that stop me I am going to show you all that I have a place in this world and one day people will know who I am will know My name will look at me with recognition You will see I will show them all I am meant for something bigger then all of this

The long journey to Me (Prompt 1)

First Impression's: I am not sure if I have shown my true self yet to the party. I have huge trust issues and deep down lack any sense of who I am or where I belong .. Who is Mazira? Gold My dwarf friend My first real friend besides my mother oh and a pet bird I had as a child (more about that later ) . Gold he tries to be patient with me. though I am afraid hmmm I mean I think I get on his nerves from time to time... I try to not be so bothersome I am not sure where this part of me comes from this always wanting to go forward I've always been pushy and fidgety and I lack patience and understanding. I think this comes from being locked away so long in the house (for my own protection of course ) I need to learn how to slow down and listen ..and too control my urges ( in hind sight I shouldn't of drank as much as I did from the Blessing cup ) Oops But it was soooo good I couldn't help myself ... I wasn't trying to be greedy I just have huge self control issues .. Do I get this from my father I wonder ? So let me see the people in my party hmm I like the Rory guy he is bitchin and super cute with that lisp He is friendly and non judgmental from what I can tell and he makes me laugh ..He has a innocence about him that you can't help but be drawn too .. I love someone that speaks their mind perhaps cause I do this as well ..My mother use to say I spoke without thinking ...She always said that would be my downfall .. hmm only time will tell I guess =) The quiet women with the cloak is interesting I think she is annoyed by me as well .. I truly have not tried to make an impression on her.. She seems off in the clouds somewhere but not in a bad way . its like she is always deep in thought or torment ( I haven't quite figured that one out yet ) She reminds me of a bird I had as a child... I kept it in box under my bed.. it never sang it never flew it didn't know how to be a bird and I suppose I didn't know how to let it be a bird either a box is no place for a bird (big sigh ) but he was my only child hood friend there for awhile and I didn't want him to leave me ..The lady with the cloak is so much like that bird in the box she is in a sad dark place and nothing good will come from that ..One day I opened that box and the bird didn't move it ceased to be but ya know what I like to think perhaps that bird is flying high and free now .. I hope that cloaked lady can fly high and be free one day too .. I will try to be more open with her in the days ahead ..Maybe I will tell her about my Bird The other guy is pretty quiet but he seems smart when he does speak . I really haven't had any conversations with him yet I think his name is Sorna something ? did I mention I am bad with names ?? Well this guy the party picked to be second in charge .hmm I am not going to lie here I sorta thought Gold would want me for his second I mean I have his back and I am true and strong and well I have his back hmm is it because I am an orc ? or is it because I am young ?? or is it because I am a girl ??? I am not sure maybe its because they don't know me yet hell I don't even know me yet but I do know this I would be a great second or third its in my blood I think ?? well that's my party as I know them so far what a group of misfits honestly lol but this is a short entry cause my tummy is growling I am super hungry and I think I might sneak into gold knap sack and see if he has tucked any eggs away .. This journey sure lacks my mothers home cooking .. Oh wait the other two guys the skinny human and the dwarf with the braid .. these two I am not quite sure of Gold does all the speaking to them they seem to over look me ( my life story ) but just you wait ..when we go to battle I will show my strength there and then they will take notice of me .. just you wait .. ( tummy growls louder ) ok that's it for me got to go before Gold wakes up but worry not I will be back soon ..God I hope he eggs in his knapsack

Mazira Ambervale