Rasheeda "Raz" Ernouf
Rasheeda "Raz" Ernouf
Key Character Milestones
- Knowledgeable but dumb.
- Savior of a lion sanctuary with a Pet lioness named Torunn.
- In search of strange artifacts that may or may not be dangerous and always takes notes on all combat situations.
- Hoplophobe.
- Relatively new to the crew but quick to work her way up with help from her dad, Cashews Shadowclaw
- Ends up coming off a little naive but definitely means well and is trying to do her best.
"Rasheeda lets out a giant sigh as she takes the large stack of books and heads into her office. She sets the books down on her desk and flops back into her chair. She stares at the books, reluctant to start researching something in a different language. But she figured it would be best for her to get started. She began opening books studying and writing down each of the characters in each of the books, making sure to take any notes of any difference between any of the characteristics of the shapes of the letters. She also begins studying any of the diagrams that may be inside, wanting to make sure to categorize everything about this language she could so she could find someone who knew about languages to help her decipher everything."
Physical Description
General Physical Condition
-soon to come-
Body Features
Multiple minor scars from when she would play with lions. Slender with little to no curves.
Facial Features
Pink eyes. One with a scar across it up and down. Fangs that sneak out from her lips just the slightest bit.
Identifying Characteristics
Pointy ears with piercings.
Mental characteristics
Personal history
Raz and Cashews are from another world called Darvhald. Raz left her clan rather early in her life and began exploring by herself. She found a lion sanctuary that need help so she quickly began helping them basically for free as she always wanted to help animals any way she can. One day while doing chores (i.e. Feeding the younger/injured cats) she heard some rustling that was much different that just the cats. She decided to investigate it. As she stepped into the bushes she was ambushed by a poacher who pinned her down with a knife threatening her. She was terrified at to what was going to happen before one of the young lionesses pounced the poacher causing the knife to cut along her eye. She panicked as she her vision left her and an intense amount of pain over took her. But then she heard the lioness struggling and seen the poacher had gotten the upper hand pulling out a second knife and stabbing the lioness. The lioness had just saved her and Raz couldn’t live with herself if she died. She quickly grabbed the first knife off the ground and began stabbing the poacher repeatitively. Soon…the man had stopped moving and both the lioness and Raz were coated in blood…their own and the poacher. She then seen what she had done and immediately dropping the knife examining the damage she had caused. Raz struggled with the situation as this had been the first time she dealt with death. She decided that it was time to go back home but the lioness followed her back to her clan. She tried to take her back home but the owners of the lion santuary told her that the cub would be best in her hands. Some years of training soon her and her father were dragged through a portal and joined the Wandercrew.
Sexuality
She is Lesbian and is married to a Gnoll named Xander.
Education
After getting back home her father decided it was best for her to start training a bit with weapons. She struggled to even hold the sword he dad gave her. But she soon learned basic sword fighting and healing skills from various leaders of her clan.
Employment
Air Ship's Head Administrations.
Accomplishments & Achievements
Saved a lion sanctuary from a group of poachers by killing their leader.
Failures & Embarrassments
The list is long and filled with redacted moments. She is hoping that no one gets ahold of the original file.
Mental Trauma
Killing someone at a pretty young has given her a now minor case of hoplophobia
Being struck by lightning and failing to save the porcelain nun have caused a scene of her constantly failing in her mind. Now has a bit of Astraphobia.
Being struck by lightning and failing to save the porcelain nun have caused a scene of her constantly failing in her mind. Now has a bit of Astraphobia.
Intellectual Characteristics
Being from the tribe she is from has given her the opportunity to learn about many combat styles and magic. She is good at determining basic stuff such as weak points and types of magic.
Morality & Philosophy
Stealing is okay as long as you are stealing from people who don't need the thing you are stealing.
Tends to see killing someone as a very large sin and always thinks there is another way to stop someone
Materials possessions can be replaced or fixed rather easily.
Taboos
As a player I don't have any Taboos that I should have to list.
As a character, Raz will do everything in her power not to kill any intelligent being even if she hates them.
Personality Characteristics
Motivation
Raz's main motivation is to find out more about the strange items from other worlds, magical and not.
Raz's secondary motive is to impress people and not have people think she is a failure in everything she does.
Raz's secondary motive is to impress people and not have people think she is a failure in everything she does.
Alignment
Chaotic Good
Age
20
Date of Birth
Unknown
Children
Gender
Female
Eyes
Pink. One a lighter hue due to her being blind in it.
Hair
Cyan
Skin Tone/Pigmentation
Pale Green
Height
3'2"
Weight
60 lb
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Internal Struggles.
"What's the point of even being the officer of something that doesn't even matter? This job is so pointless...yet...here I am. Still having a pile of papers every month that I have to complete. But it honestly just feels like no one even reads them. Why the hell did my dad tell me to be the officer of this stupid position. I rather be working with machines and making designs to improve the airship! Not this stupid pencil pushing crap!
At least Lio let's me help him. I'm grateful for that. It's the only thing I have any salvation in doing and the only thing that puts my mind at ease. *sigh* I hope one day they'll realize my job is stupid and offer me a different position...but alas...I doubt that's going to be allowed. I guess I'll just keep struggling through...pretending that I'm happy...I mean if Vatna is immune from having to follow the rules...what's to say there aren't going to be others who stop following the rules too...I need a stiff drink. Signing out."
Strange Yarn Situation
I am so confused as to exactly what happened. The whole situation has been very interesting...but it felt like we were always on the brink of danger. We have been assisting Peanut in these digs and the first time it was a nice mall that would have been perfectly safe if Krieg didn't steal from a bunch of the stores. This time it was completely weird. It was yarn and fabric. Everything. Was Yarn...or fabric. Including us. Everything about it made my stomach turn but...we at least didn't have any lasting effects. The worst thing that happened is we got a bit stinky. Infact we found a cat person by the name of Terrance...some sort of doctor or something who was and adventurer with Peanut from what I gathered. We also got a few neat things there...but...it's still weird how something like that could exist.
How about a Questionnaire pt. 5
Part 8: This World and Elsewhere
101. Are you from Liminal? If not, where are you from and what makes your world unique? Nope! I'm from Darvhald...our world is kind of exploded...hard to explain.
102. What are some places in your world that you have been to? What specifically makes them unique? I've been on every plate in Darvhald. It's just like every other world where they each have their own Ecologies and such
103. Is there somewhere specific that you favor in particular? Tell us about it. I enjoy being by the sea. Reminds me of Xander.
104. Is there somewhere specific that you hate? Why? Just where ever it's hot...heat is awful
105. How about a place you haven’t been to yet but you have always wanted to visit? There are tons of cool planes that might be cool to visit.
106. Are you a typical individual for your world? Is there some significant way you consider yourself to differ from your societal norms? Our Clan's numbers are in the thousands so...yes?\
107. What makes you stay with the crew rather than stay in one place? Is there something that would make you leave? If my dad didn't support the crew I would leave....but he truly believes we are doing good.
108. What do you find interesting or what theories do you have in regards to all the rifts that open in Liminal? I just think that it is neat that this world has access to a ton of other worlds yet everything seems mostly stable
109. Do you believe that closing the rifts is the best long term solution or do you think there are other possibilities to explore? I'm not quite sure the answer to this question. I haven't put in a lot of thought to this question.
110. Do you have any particular thoughts about the Redcaps? They are gross and I wish my dad would stop thinking about eating one.
111. What is your relationship with your home? Do you want to return? Is there something keeping you from doing so? Or is there a reason you are satisfied to simply stay with the crew? Without my mom or Xander there I don't really have anything to return to.
Part 9: Role & Crew Relationships
112. What is your role among the crew and why did you choose this role? I am the Airship Cataloguer Officer. My dad said this would be a great place for my talents.
113. In what ways do you fulfill your role in the crew? Is your role one that might have a lot of downtime? If so, what duties do you perform to fill in that downtime? I try to fulfill my role the best to my abilities. But I do have a lot of down time for it. So I usually help the dock crew in repairing the ship so I know the workings of it.
114. On a mission, what is your ideal loadout to bring along? What things would you like to carry with you, even if you might not necessarily currently have access to them? Why these particular items? My ideal loadout would be nothing. If we could solve all of our problems with just our brains it would be so much easier...but it doesn't work like that. So I always make sure that I am armed and ready incase we have any conflict.
115. Sometimes the crew can get a bad reputation. How much does this matter to you and why? It's been starting to dig at me more recently because I'm starting to feel like some of the crewmates don't care if their names are dragged through the sand
116. Were you a part of the crew before the Admiral was killed? If so, what were your thoughts on finding out the truth about their motives for the crew and did it leave any lasting effect on you? Yes but I was just a trainee under my father. It didn't effect me much because the captain is doing great things with the crew.
117. A police force organization by the name of Starlight has a particular dislike for the crew and does not seem to like the crew interacting with the rifts. Have you had any interactions with them and what are your thoughts of them so far? That one guy is a pretty okay guy. He is just following orders so I understand why we are at odds. But I think we can find common ground to work together if need be.
118. Who on the crew have you formed a close relationship with? Tell us about this relationship. I haven't really talked to anyone. I am usually in my room writing stuff down in my notebook to make sure our inventory is collected correctly.
119. As a player, what is your goal for your character? What would you like to see them pursue or what do you hope to get out of your character? I'm not sure really. I just wanna enjoy the ride and if things happen that involve my character then great.
Part 10: Other
120. Do you have any special traits that might not be apparent just from an initial glance? Is there a particular reason you know of for having these traits? I have the ability to talk to animals and create bonds with them.
How about a Questionnaire pt. 4
Part 6: Likes And Dislikes
70. What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes? Practicing my sword fighting and studying fighting styles.
71. What is your most treasured possession? Torunn.
72. What is your favorite color? Magenta.
73. What is your favorite food? Meatball subs are really good.
74. What, if anything, do you like to read? I'll read about anything if I can learn from it even if it's boring.
75. What is your idea of good entertainment (consider music, movies, art, etc.)? I enjoy a good comedian and live music. I'm not picky about the genre.
76. Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If so, why? Do you want to quit? Drink a bit but usually only casually.
77. How do you spend a typical Saturday night? Relaxing in my room if we aren't on a mission.
78. What makes you laugh? Lots of things. It's not hard.
79. What, if anything, shocks or offends you? The murderhobo attitude of some of my crewmates
80. What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself? I usually just read stuff until I lose consciousness.
81. How do you deal with stress? That is a question. I should figure that out before it gets too heavy.
82. Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan? I try to be spontaneous but I do realize sometimes there has to be a plan.
83. What are your pet peeves? Judging someone by their appearance.
Part 7: Self Images And Etc.
84. Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted? I haven't had a normal routine in years.
85. What is your greatest strength as a person? I feel like I am reliable to do anything to the best of my abilities.
86. What is your greatest weakness? Self doubt.
87. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? I would either get rid of my fears or my self doubt. Either would be fine.
88. Are you generally introverted or extroverted? introverted.
89. Are you generally organized or messy? Messy. It's the goblin way.
90. Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at, and three things you consider yourself to be very bad at. Following instructions, Listening to others, Constructing useful items. I'm bad at believing in myself, Trusting Others Blindly, and I'm clumsy.
91. Do you like yourself? If I'm honest...no. But I don't know if I can change it so I should just make the most out of it.
92. What are your reasons for being an adventurer ? Are your real reasons for doing this different than the ones you tell people in public? Because I want to help everyone that I possibly can. I don't know what else there is for me in the world.
93. What goal do you most want to accomplish in your lifetime? Find Xander again.
94. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? Hopefully not dead.
95. If you could choose, how would you want to die? Old aged and happy through natural causes.
96. If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left. Leave the Wandercrew, Go Find Xander. Apologize.
97. What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death? I just hope something I do is worth remembering.
98. What three words best describe your personality? Uncertain, Reliable, Trustworthy
99. What three words would others probably use to describe you? Reckless...Accident Prone...Useless
How about a Questionnaire pt. 3
Part 5: Relationships With Others
53. In general, how do you treat others (politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance,etc.)? Does your treatment of them change depending on how well you know them, and if so, how? I always try to be polite but I can be rude sometimes. I never had the best social interaction teachings.
54. Who is the most important person in your life, and why? Xander. Even though I haven't seen her in years I feel like we still have a strong connection to each other and we will see each other once again.
55. Who is the person you respect the most, and why? My dad. He has raised thousands of children some not even his and has always made time for me.
56. Who are your friends? Do you have a best friend? Describe these people. I really only have Torunn and Xander. I feel a bit alienated by the rest of the crew...but that might be fine. Torunn is a gentle soul and Xander...uhh...Xander is a wild card.
57. Do you have a spouse or significant other? If so, describe this person. I will go into Xander more here. Xander is mute so sometimes it's hard to tell what is on her mind. She is a very caring soul but sometimes she acts a bit...uhh...irrational.
58. Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened. I still am in love with Xander. We've known each other for many years as she trained with my clan after she had no where to go. I will find her one day when I have more personal time.
59. What do you look for in a potential lover? Some one who is caring and firm and knows when to put their foot down.
60. How close are you to your family? With my mom and dad extremely. With my siblings, some what. Our culture treated the men of our village more like soldiers so I never really got to spend much time with them if we weren't training.
61. Have you started your own family? If so, describe them. If not, do you want to? Why or why not? I have not and I am unsure if I want to. It is more responsibility that I'm not sure if I'm ready for.
62. Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help? In order...My dad, Vatna, Lorelei, Lio, Nichol, and the Captain if I am desperate enough to pull her from her busy work.
63. Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why? My dad. He has protected me over himself quite a few times.
64. If you died or went missing, who would miss you? I am not sure. I can only list people I would hope would miss me.
65. Who is the person you despise the most, and why? I don't despise anyone who is alive.
66. Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict? I try not to argue but I can be very argumentative
67. Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations? Depends on who I am with.
68. Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not? No. I am more of a flight then fight so when too large of a group happens I prefer to just go sit in the corner.
69. Do you care what others think of you? Yes. Extremely so.
How about a Questionnaire pt. 2
Part 3: Past Influences
29. What do you consider the most important event of your life so far? Working at the lion sanctuary for multiple years.
30. Who has had the most influence on you? Xander or Torunn for different reasons.
31. What do you consider your greatest achievement? Being a wife.
32. What is your greatest regret? Letting go of Xander as the rifts pulled us to different worlds.
33. What is the most evil thing you have ever done? Letting those nuns on the storm siphon die....
34. Do you have a criminal record of any kind? Probably...I think all of the Wandercrew is wanted for something or another
35. When was the time you were the most frightened? When I found the poachers, I had a fear I was going to die.
36. What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you? I am not sure. Hopefully I will never have a definitive answer to this question.
37. If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why? Coming through the rift with my dad instead of going with Xander.
38. What is your best memory? Kissing Xander for the first time.
39. What is your worst memory? Losing her and not learning where she went.
Part 4: Beliefs And Opinions
40. Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic? I try to be optimistic. It is starting to become harder.
41. What is your greatest fear? I have a pretty big fear of losing my dad and Torunn since they are all I have left. I am also terrified of lightning and guns.
42. What are your religious views? I am sure there is a god or multiple but they aren't as powerful as they try to pretend they are.
43. What are your political views? I believe if someone isn't harming someone else they should be allowed to do what they wish.
44. What are your views on sex? I...uhh...use to think that I was going to be a brood mother like my mom was. I am starting to think that I may never have sex for reproduction.
45. Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable? I really prefer not to ever kill. I fear killing people. But I will do it if there is no other way to stop someone I care about from being killed themselves.
46. In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do? Killing a person with no remorse.
47. Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love? I do....but the feelings are very confusing.
48. What do you believe makes a successful life? Doing what you feel in your heart is right.
49. How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)? I wish I could say I am fully truthful...but my feelings are becoming complicated recently.
50. Do you have any biases or prejudices? I am not sure the answer to this question and will answer it properly later.
51. Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why do you refuse to do it? I feel like there may be a good enough reason to do anything.
52. Who or what, if anything, would you die for (or otherwise go to extremes for)? To protect Torunn, Xander, or my Dad.
How About a Questionnaire pt. 1
Seeing how incompetent our medical staff is...it is surprising I'm not dead...or worse. But alas...while resting up I've been given a questionnaire to fill out so I'll be trying my best.
Part 1: The Basics
1. What is your full name? Rasheeda Shadowclaw Ernouf
2. Where and when were you born? In the Shadowclaw clan's main camp back in my home plane called Darvhald
3. Who are/were your parents? (Know their names, occupations, personalities, etc.) Cashews Shadowclaw. Former leader of the Shadowclaw Goblin Clan. We figured our efforts would be more important in Liminal...though I'm having second guesses..
4. Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like? Yes. So many. Goblins breed like crazy. But I was the only girl out of 300 and some kids which is why my father is trying his hardest to make sure I survive. Our clan mainly studied combat styles and magic.
5. Where do you live now, and with whom? I live on the airship mainly with the few airship crew members we have. I hope we do get some more soon.
6. What is your occupation? I am an officer of the Airship focusing mainly on categorizing the stuff we are assigned to acquire and keep.
7. Write a full physical description of yourself. I am three feet tall with a few more inches, pale green skin. I have several scars from combat training, a scar across my left eye, and a brand new burn from being struck by lightning. My eyes are somewhere between pink and magenta, my left eye being quite a bit paler from being damaged. My hair is naturally very light blue like my mother's but I like to keep a bit of pink in it so it looks prettier. I always dress comfortably over any other factor.
8. To which social class do you belong? Somewhere between royalty and low? I'm not sure the answer to this question as in my clan I was technically a princess but we were foragers and hunters. We were not wealthy in anything besides knowledge.
9. Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses? I am blind in my left eye and there seems to be some nerve damage in my left arm right now. I'm hoping the nerve damage is temporary.
10. Are you right- or left-handed? Ambidextrous through training. I am technically right handed tho.
11. What does your voice sound like? I have been told I sound a bit like a female voice actor voicing a 10 year old boy...a bit rude...but it's close to how I would explain it.
12. What words and/or phrases do you use very frequently? Finders keepers.
13. What do you have in your pockets? A journal and a pen and various useful items.
14. Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics? I am a bit of a clepto...but don't tell anyone...
Part 2: Growing Up
15. How would you describe your childhood in general? A mix of combat training and studying
16. What is your earliest memory? Everything before the lion's sanctuary is a little blurry so I would have to say that.
17. How much schooling have you had? A ton but it wasn't traditional schooling.
18. Did you enjoy school? Meh...It had it's uses.
19. Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities? From the elder members of the clan.
20. While growing up, did you have any role models? If so, describe them. My Dad and Mom
21. While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family? Just fine. Everyone wanted to protect me but if you knew how protective my dad use to be, you would understand.
22. As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up? A house wife actually...strange...
23. As a child, what were your favorite activities? Sword fighting was my favorite. I also enjoyed swimming.
24. As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display? Very curious but naive.
25. As a child, were you popular? Who were your friends, and what were they like? I am not sure if one can be popular amongst family
26. When and with whom was your first kiss? Right before I was rifted to Liminal, I had my first kiss with my now wife, Xander.
27. Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity? Still a virgin. Not sure if I want to lose it or not anymore.
28. If you are a supernatural being (i.e. mage, werewolf, vampire), tell the story of how
you became what you are or first learned of your own abilities. If you are just a normal
human, describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today. What a question. A huge thing is my fighting style has shifted dramatically because I protect my left side more than my right due to that being my blind side.
Fall out from the Storm
I tried everything. I am tired of always being seen as the bad guys. I wanted to save her and save all of them but I couldn't. Nothing in my power could have stopped what happened and even I have taken a heavy injury from trying to help. I am starting to see why people think we are such a danger to everything...I will do everything in my power to change this viewing of us...but whenever I close my eyes I see the mask blackening and shattering as the woman perishes...Is it my fault that she is dead? I have been dismissed from the infirmary. They told me that I am fine but there is still a strong tingling in my left side from the strike and it burn some times while I try to rest. I hope I really am okay.
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