Found in a Grotto

I'm sorry. I came here without the candle, and without the bell. I used a simple light spell, and the bell... well, I thought it was irrelevant. I thought of practicality; I never thought of symbolism.
It's all wrong in this grotto. I can't look up; and I can't move towards where I can't look, I can't. This is just how my body is now. So I needed to climb further down. I'll just swim out, I thought. But then I reached the water. They were still. They were gloating. Glowing pink, with this hateful moon. I can't let the other moons see me.
I always thought it was a weird etymology. I get it now.