I build
Wanted:Hero because
I don't want to be forgotten when I die.
I'm sure there should be something grand to write down, but I'm not a remarkable or accomplished person. My greatest goals in life have been to have a family that I can love and care for, who (hopefully) love and care for me, and to learn how to become a decent human being.
Two out of three isn't bad. But this world? It's what keeps me going, because of all the things I
do badly, sharing stories isn't one of them.
It hurts to say this out loud, but
I deeply love people,
even when they don't love me back. People matter to me, and these stories are a way for me to show others that I 'see' them, that I notice their pain, their struggles, their hopes and dreams, and what they suffer from day to day. Then I strive to show them another path. A way to take another step -- or to get up one more time -- even when it hurts.
There are many ideas in my mind that have formed over decades, and this world is my way of discovering what I think about all that information. Bringing ideas to the surface, and then arranging them in a sequence that makes sense for others to partake of is my own particular form of
magic.
Especially for my children.
Even if no one else enjoys this world, I'm working hard to craft something my own children (of which I have 13) and grandchildren (which I'm coming up on 30 of those little people). Some day, when I'm not walking this earth, my hope is that I'll have built something great enough to endure, so my offspring can get to know 'Papa Bear' better...