Mine eyes are now open

There was a power thrumming through my blood as I awakened to the realization that I was free of something that had been a constant companion just moments ago. I tried to concentrate my mind to organize the thoughts that were racing through my mind. I clearly remember the last few days and weeks. We have just recently been to the museum in Egypt to collect a stone that was meant for Skyla to guide us to this place. We encountered some mummies that were quite terrifying at the museum. Then Skyla used the stone to guide us here, but we went first to Italy to fulfill a deal. There I have memories of ruthlessly murdering an entire family, which I can only feel the slightest bit less guilty for because they were involved in the mafia. I can't linger too long on the memory of the blood soaked children, Mario and Luigi being tossed so uncaring into the sewers by my own hands.
 
There was so much memories that felt like there were two of me. One guiding, cajoling and correcting the other's thoughts and actions. As my sense of self started to coalesce into a single stream of thought I looked around and realized I was standing with people that I knew were my companions in battle. I felt a sick horror in the memories that were taking shape and making their way across the stage of my mind's eye. My immediate situation had to take precedence over my realization that all of us in our group were having memories and willpower returned to us. We were inside a protected compound where we had found the Tesseract and Tessa, who was trapped inside the Tesseract along with the demons she was keeping there. We knew this to be our new home and discussed at length some of the things that we had been forced to do under the control of Hydra and Karen Bellatrix. I am sure some of us held back some of the worst things, because for me there were some that I was not able to even think about without becoming sick. What has happened to the children and other meta-humans that I helped to track down and turn over to the Nazi's and Hydra? Were they being recruited and controlled like we were or worse? Were they being experimented on and thinking about my face every day they are tortured, thinking of how they trusted me to go with them.
 
Although I knew the team I am with, I really don't feel like I know them at all. We have all acted under the influence of our masters and who knows what they are all like. In the next coming days we will be getting to know each other better and discovering if we can come to an agreement on how to move forward now.