Miriele's Letter to Her Mother on Leaving Dawndale
Dear Mother,
I leave Dawndale later today. I’ve hated most people and things in this town. It’s too big. Too much. Too self-involved. There were a series of supposed serial killings and all people did was cower and hide. It took me and my companions just a day or two to figure out the serial killings were in fact an elaborate ruse to kidnap arcanists instead. Which begs the question: why couldn’t they have been proactively figuring this out?
It hasn’t all been terrible. There’s a lovely tavern that just felt - easy. Like I could be joyful and more myself. There was a handsome human who owned the place. He was kind and let me sing for my supper as it were. I had one of those perfect singing nights. The kind that comes only every once in a long while. Fear not, mother. I may have abandoned most of our ways, but I’m not so far removed from our culture that I would expose my heart to someone who lives for a moment in our eyes. However kind and friendly.
I suppose that’s the challenge this city has been for me - realizing that so many beings live for a moment. That life is so very fleeting for so many and has little staying value. The longer I journey with my companions, the more I’m fine with confronting that. It’s only practical. Sadly my group of travelers largely are not. So much hand-wringing and debate about secondary and tertiary issues and morality in ways that directly conflict with achieving the primary objective. I don’t think I’ve been this frustrated with a group of people since my early days at Otemus. All of the constant getting in our own way makes me tired and fractious. And I’ve been more unkind than I ought to at least a few. But I doubt many would really fault me for it.
My closest companion is a Kiyokan if you can believe it. I spent years winning her over before our adventure started. And I am perhaps too much influenced by her pragmatic side. Or maybe she brings it out in me and sadly my old temperament you always urged me to learn to curb enables me to be more ruthless than I’d imagined I’d be capable of ever being. I’ve now killed. Several times. What does it say about me or Otemus that I’m not convinced these acts are worse than those I observed or participated in during my many years there. I think something broke inside me there, mother. Relatively early on. Whatever you’ve heard about Otemus, I promise you it’s a much watered down version of reality.
If anyone is inclined to follow in my footsteps and go to Otemus, although I can’t imagine that to be the case, please urge them not to for the foreseeable future. Something is afoot where evil is attacking arcanists. I’m doing my best to help investigate it, to try and stop it, but I fear it will be beyond me.
I’m tired, mother. I wish I had it in me to make the tone of this letter better. But that would require energy and subterfuge that I just don’t have the will to create right now. I feel like I’m losing my natural ability to hope for the best in people and situations. The further we go on this adventures, the less I’m astonished by how awful people can be to one another. Give a thought to our gods and send me whatever protection they might spare for me.
I love you very much,
Your Miri.
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Miriele's Letter to Her Mother on Leaving Sherbourne
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Miriele's Letter to Her Mother on Leaving Dawndale
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The major events and journals in Miriele's history, from the beginning to today.
Session 24 - Ambush Aftermath
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04:55 am - 15.07.2021Session 23 - Warehouse Clash
04:52 am - 15.07.2021Session 23 - Warehouse Clash
04:52 am - 15.07.2021Miriele's Letter to Her Mother on Leaving Dawndale
Dear Mother, I leave Dawndale later today. I’ve hated most people and things in this town. It’s too big. Too much. Too self-involved. There were a series of supposed serial killings and all people did was cower and hide. It took me and my companion...
02:11 am - 09.07.2021Miriele's Letter to Her Mother on Leaving Sherbourne
Dear Mother, I find myself always writing to you ‘ere I’m about to leave a place. I leave Sherbourne later today. I’ve spent much time in my research, making friends (some of the unlikeliest you’d imagine), and generally enjoying this town. The...
02:03 am - 09.07.2021Session 22 - What in the Box?
08:17 pm - 30.06.2021Session 22 - What in the Box?
08:17 pm - 30.06.2021Session 21 - Truths and Consequences
04:39 am - 18.06.2021Session 21 - Truths and Consequences
12:13 am - 18.06.2021Session 20 - Where Is My Mind
04:18 am - 11.06.2021Session 20 - Where Is My Mind
04:18 am - 11.06.2021Session 18 - Strange Magics
04:39 am - 04.06.2021Session 18 - Strange Magics
12:25 am - 04.06.2021Session 18 - Clues & Killers Pt 4
04:37 am - 28.05.2021Session 18 - Clues & Killers Pt 4
04:37 am - 28.05.2021Session 17 - Clues and Killers - Pt 3
06:33 pm - 21.05.2021Session 17 - Clues and Killers - Pt 3
06:33 pm - 21.05.2021Session 16
04:07 am - 14.05.2021Session 16
04:07 am - 14.05.2021Session 15 - Clues and Killers
04:26 am - 07.05.2021Session 15 - Clues and Killers
12:18 am - 07.05.2021Session 14 - Salt in the Wound
07:54 pm - 26.04.2021Session 14 - Salt in the Wound
07:54 pm - 26.04.2021Session 13 - Reaching for Answers
04:09 am - 16.04.2021Session 13 - Reaching for Answers
12:51 am - 16.04.2021Session 12 - Blood and Bodies
04:14 am - 09.04.2021Session 12 - Blood and Bodies
04:14 am - 09.04.2021Session 11 - Missing and Accounted For
02:40 pm - 02.04.2021Session 11 - Missing and Accounted For
12:48 am - 02.04.2021Session 10 - A Trail in the Woods (cont.)
10:06 pm - 01.04.2021Session 10 - A Trail in the Woods (cont.)
10:06 pm - 01.04.2021Session 9 - The Trails in the Woods
02:19 pm - 24.03.2021Session 9 - The Trails in the Woods
02:19 pm - 24.03.2021Session 8 - Always A Step Behind
07:04 am - 05.03.2021Session 8 - Always A Step Behind
01:21 am - 05.03.2021Session 7 - Laborious Ethics
05:26 am - 26.02.2021Session 7 - Laborious Ethics
01:12 am - 26.02.2021Session 6 - Saving Our Youth
06:14 am - 19.02.2021Session 6 - Saving Our Youth
01:10 am - 19.02.2021Session 5: A Tale to Tell
05:08 am - 12.02.2021Session 5: A Tale to Tell
01:43 am - 12.02.2021Seesion 4: Magic in the Wind
05:53 am - 05.02.2021Seesion 4: Magic in the Wind
01:09 am - 05.02.2021Session 3: Contact and Contacts
05:49 am - 29.01.2021Session 3: Contact and Contacts
05:49 am - 29.01.2021The list of amazing people following the adventures of Miriele.
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