Before Running Away

There is truly an advantage to life with the knowledge of the dead. Stories told and events reimagined in a new perspective, it's absolutely fantastic to say none the least. My life was nothing to gloat about but it was sure to be something happy about, we had it all, truly we did and somehow aspects always felt empty. Luckily I had my family To guide me as much as we guild the entity. Although I am told our purpose is to help those we can, I feel at odds cause sometimes it feels as if I am the one being helped by the entity. Granting me a new life view, one that could only be experienced once but with some talking and trust between us, we find that we can find a new experience from what already was. Relive the life that has died and experience the years of another. It's beautiful, the things I've seen, heard and felt, and the emotions are surreal and yet not my own.
 
Who is to say life has no value when I have seen the value in each life I've hosted. All those untold stories and unsung songs now lay within me waiting to erupt like the mountains that hold our dreams. Life is precocious and deserves the happiness that Arx can provide them. From the beginning of consciousness to the final breath, the path of happiness is in your own hands. I've seen it and I believe it, Not all roads are traveled the same and no path is crossed twice. Truly means that although the tools lay before us, it is our job to pick them up and learn to use them. Happiness isn't given but it is indeed created.
 
In saying so I decided that my happiness is laid within my family and to lose one means the tool to be missing. I saw an opportunity to deny any possibility of losing such people I hold value. The risk of my own is simply the only chance I need to worry about.
 
Forgive me Father for I Pray Arx will not take away your happiness.