The reality's of the world

We had just fought Yaoguai's mom and the power difference was so huge it left me feeling useless but what finally taught me what I fears was when we were called to Biorno by queen Queen Douteuse. When we arrived we met Lucious Kang at the entrance of the town and he was using army of the dead to fight the towns people and asked us for help. He told us Boss Ox had escaped and was throwing a coup d'etat and had convinced the town people to fight back. We weren't sure what todo because it felt wrong killing the towns people but we decided for bit to help out. After making are way through endless fighting and slaughter we made it to the castle at least my companions did because when I arrived it was all over Queen Douteuse had been killed and Boss Ox now King Ox had taken over the country and I was completely useless. I couldn't stop the towns people and I didn't even make it to the castle in time to do anything. I realized what I feared I was completely and utterly weak and useless compared to those who I wished to overthrow and defeat. I decided from this day on I'd train harder then ever because I'd never want to fail my friends and brother again like I did these past two fights. ( Session XII)