the fifth of november (edited)

I found out phel wrote in my journal today. I'm not sure what day it is but this page says its the fifth of novemeber. 11.5.1863
 
the sky is on fire today.
Ronin and I bickered, he always forgets his book on---
m̶e̶d̶i̶c̶i̶n̶e̶ ?
p̶o̶e̶m̶s̶?
u̶n̶d̶e̶r̶s̶t̶a̶n̶d̶i̶n̶g̶ t̶h̶e̶ h̶u̶m̶a̶n̶ m̶i̶n̶d̶?
perhaps the walls would know
 
right, left, left, straight for 800ft, follow the drawings until a four split. take far right, left, right, right, turn left forty steps, graffiti at the corner---- oh we've forgotten the rest again.
 
K stands for kites outside the window as i sat.
O stands for the old wooden planks of the tower that we hid our book under
R stands for RENAT
**the rest of the page is scribbled heavily**