New Beginnings

I used to be an assassin for the Camarilla, I was at the top of my game. That was until I took up this last contract. It made me realize.
 
Fuck being the Camarilla lap dog! I can't do this anymore. I don't want to have to ever do that again.... I never want to have to lose another friend. That was one of the hardest missions I had to do and I'm never allowed to tell them about it. They'll kill me for it. Especially blood hunt... she's gone... they can't bring her back... She told me of an anarch territory she was working on. It's not too far away and I want in. I don't know where I belong but maybe it's there. Who knows. I just can't stay here anymore. There are too many eyes and they're bound to find out sooner or later. I don't want to be here anymore. I have one last job to do. She left a letter for my in case they found out and want to kill me.... Something tells me I won't need it but it was a precaution. I have her car. I let the Maistro know, he wants me to follow my path. For someone who's supposed to be an assassin and taught me all I know he seems more like just than a sire to me. He seems much more caring to me than my so called other siblings. Maybe it's because he raised me... I was very young when I came into his care. Maybe it's because I'm his new pet project. I'm his newest childe...I just really hope he doesn't know. I feel like I failed him. I can't let him find out either... he's too good at his job sometimes... I hope to all there is that he doesn't care in the end that I'm a failure to what I'm supposed to be. Maybe one day I can fix myself. I don't like lying to him but I need to do it. The Maistro just seems like he will support me. I wonder for how long. I can't keep wallowing in self pity. No more getting in my own head. I am Scarlett Evans and I will he all who I can be with my life for Maistro and myself. He gave me a second chance and I won't screw it up!