Uncertainty

You think with everything that has happened over the last few days between trekking through the swamps, finding the cave, and nearly losing Gunther and Isaac not once but twice each. That between the orcs, orc chieftain, the half ogre's, the undead, and the retreat from the cave. Of the undead coming out of the cave, being injured, and finding a new potential ally, and finding sadly only some of the villagers but what appears to be all the children and two women, the man being sent East and the secret that I have guarded from my companions coming out. That the only thing that I can think about is the first time but I saw brown bear. Her name was Tika and I was about 5 years old at the time, it was springtime probably a couple of months out of hibernation for her and her two cubs. I don't remember why we were out there just that my mother had to do something what I do remember is just running around and playing with the two bear cub while our mothers walk side by side. You think with everything that's happened and as I sit here and watch everyone sleep that I be thinking about the trip back and making sure that the children stay safe on the trip back to Faribyr but all I can think about is that day spent playing in the warm spring air with Tika's cubs. I need to talk to the others in the morning try to explain why I kept secret what I can do and see what happens from there, I hope they will understand and let me stay. I do not want to lose this friendship that I have with them, at least I believe this is friendship growing up the way that I did, with my mother being who she is, I only had one friend growing up so I hope that they do not see me like others do when they find out that I can become something totally different from what I actually am, and that they do not believe where I am just a wild animal that can take a elvin form. I think I will try to talk to Gunther first and I just hope that he still trust me even just a little bit.