Ritual

Day XXX
 
I'm not sure what to write, I guess I'm nervous about what may become. What I may become. I understand doing this ritual will help me fight against the evil that they're going to send after me, but what if the ritual doesn't work? I might..... No just gotta write down what is needed in here. First all elements and all worlds must come together. A magma block for fire, a conduit for water, amethyst for earth, a feather block for air. Mixed with a lantern for light and obsidian for darkness. Finally placing one block from the netherworld and one from the end on either side of the..... of my friend. And killing him. Hopefully that totem thing works that he was talking about. Otherwise, I might actually kill him. All this to get stronger. No wonder I left home 6 years ago. I need to get myself some water, this has made me depressed.