The Horror of Pleasurer

I write this ragged and broken down but not quite out, The battle with the Pillar of pleasure and mine and Illiana's would be capturers. But at a cost, the girl has lost her memory? and i'm not sure I am able to cure her of this. I've also foolishly dawned the item the moaning creature was wearing. Id been cursed I can feel the writhing of pleasurer coursing throughout me but how different is this from the orgies I threw at my fake congregation so maybe I won't turn into that monster ....It may not be that bad however seeing that I have unlocked a new energies inside of me, It helped me find my kinfather who happened to be a very wealthy and powerful djinn...He told me about the pillars and how they are all connected somehow and my mother happens to be one of power I have to somehow take it from her and leave her with nothing that's far better than death in my opinion. With a wish he sent us back with the rest of the group. The new energies I'd discovered changed me in color and power? so far it was red ,blue ,green and white. Red giving me this intense power and white transported us to my Kinfather's domain so it would seem that plane shifting might be what it is but it is still new and untapped to me, maybe finding my father would give me the answers I'm looking for nonetheless I'm excited for these new powers.-Asuka