WHY CAN'T I FIGURE IT OUT?!
The Sequel
"If at first you don't succeed, try, try, again."
I've spent months trying, and I've spent months failing. I've long given up, only to come back to the spell half-heartedly. I greet failure, and the echoes of dying frustrations. In my heart I know I can figure it out. In my heart I know I could do it. But the remindings of my failure ring like funeral bells in my mind.
Now, I occasionally stare at the spell on dreary and rainy days. My cowardliness of giving up haunting me, but I'm too afraid to try again. I'm too afraid of the frustration and anger and exhaustion that comes with it.
Fortunately or unfortunately my heart is stubborn and tells me to give up tomorrow. So, I put away the spell, promising myself to never look at it again. Only to open it the next day and find the same spell and the same feeling of despair creep into mind and the same feeling of tiredness fall from the corner of my eye.
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