You know, despite being on this planet for about 22 years, I can only count on one hand how many of those I felt…
happy. Of course, when you have no known parents that makes sadness almost a given, doesn't it? I grew up in an orphanage, a poorly funded one, at that. The other kids in there were ruthless little pricks, but I learned to just have a thick hide. There was only one there that treated me as if I was a real person, aside from Ms. Hegla; her name was Silva. She aged out of the adoption program, though, and I've not seen her since. I honestly feel bad for Ms. Helga; having to deal with the shit-headed children no one else wanted. Though, at the age of 14, a small, wrinkly ray of hope beamed through that hell hole. An older Dwarf that called himself Stenbower was looking to adopt.
He picked me. He filled out what little paperwork there was. And we left. On the way back to his run-down home on the outskirts of Stahlrest, he mentioned that the reason he chose me is that I “reminded him of his own son years ago”. I didn’t think anything of that remark at the time, but damn - it haunts me. The old codger and I grew close over the next 4 years. I learned that he was an archaeologist by trade, and amateur artificer on the side. That man taught me how to defend myself; swinging a blade and holding a shield, stances and footwork, and how to move about in armor that, quite frankly, never fit right. No telling just how many times that’s saved me.
There was a small ruin we went to a few months before he left. I could hardly hold my own excitement to finally delve with him, as up to this point, he had only told stories of his own ventures and forbade me from exploring any ruins “for my own safety”. We descend into this unnamed abyss that harbored awful creatures and noises with no other light but a torch. I wish I had been paying attention to my surroundings for what came next; an aberration had grabbed my torso from the inky blackness and pulled me to it. It gouged my eye, tore at my armor. I can’t put into words the pain I went through that day. Moments after the damage had been done, there was a flash of light and a thunderous sound and the monster grasping me fell limp. I can’t remember what happened immediately after, but the next thing I know I’m laying on a cot in the house, bandaged to hell and back, and missing an eye.
As I recovered from my injuries, Stenbower imparted what little knowledge of magic he had to me. A few days after I fully recovered, after one of our light sparring sessions, he left saying he had to tend to some “unfinished business” with an "old friend". When I asked if I could come with him, he told me it would be too dangerous. I tried to protest, but the old bull wouldn’t listen. He left me the deed to the ramshackle home and the key to the door. I remember him saying “If I’m not back in 2 years’ time, take what you can. Leave here and find me. You will learn what must happen in time, for I cannot tell you now and endanger your life. Goodbye, son. I love you.” Then, he was gone, and I was all alone, just like I had been 4 and a half years prior. That day I swore. I took an oath to myself that I would show him that I am capable - I WILL find him.
I LOVE the attention to detail in this article! Aetmir really feels like a real person, and I definitely want to read the manuscript! Particularly, I love how many questions have gone unanswered, and his code-switching, even when older folks are just passing by. Beautiful.
Thank you! He's actually adapted from a D&D 5e campaign that I played him in—easily my favorite player character to date. I want to answer some of those questions in the manuscript at some point; I've got outlines and things written for the first three chapters, just need to finish them. Hope to have it public at some point!