Paying off the debt
Success! The first of three tasks accomplished without significant difficulties. My colleagues seem happy to help me, I assume because they recognise the power and abilities I bring will help them achieve their goals. No matter, for with that research sent I am one step closer to my freedom and I can feel his power growing in me.
The sword seems entertaining enough, and as long as the rest of the party are happy to treat it as the comic relief I'm content to let it curse uselessly.
The cleric on the other hand.... it is strange I could share so much with him when with ... Quariph I could not even mention the journal, that hated source of my ascending power. It felt... good to share the burden. Good to receive aid... I must check myself, attachment leads to weakness and to loss, and that is a path I am sworn off.
And why is Berrak helping me? What does he gain from it? Like the rest he must be in it for his own furtherance.... but that does not seem consistent. Maybe he is a great actor, manipulating the world to his vision. Or can it be that he is what he says he is, that he is purely in it for good and law? That he is in the luxurious position of never having been tested? Never had to sacrifice any of real personal value for the values he claims to hold up?
That would make me a hobby, a diversion, a thing to tell himself how great he is and how well and loving he is, a jewel to dress up his own ego.
Was Quariph likewise privileged? Likewise naive? It did not seem so, it seemed he acted selflessly, out of ... love? But...
No, it cannot be... it isn't .. it mustn't... there are no good men, just the powerful and the weak... if they are not play-actors then it must be the two are alike in not having been tested to breaking point. Fire and loss are the only true yardsticks of morality.
I wonder how Berrak will measure up when he is fully tested.
Will he reach for power or accept defeat? Will he still be useful to me or....
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Paying off the debt
Success! The first of three tasks accomplished without significant difficulties. My colleagues seem happy to help me, I assume because they recognise the power and abilities I bring will help them achieve their goals. No matter, for with that research sen...
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