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log plays but is silent for 5 seconds before starting
audible sigh
When he attacked Rolanda, my decision was to try to electrocute him with nanites...I reasoned the best way to defend her was incapacitating him...but in other situations a force shield was my first instinct. I even had thoughts of outright killing Darmond myself. If he was guilty and didn't confess we would have had to risk everyone's life by going to old Fastur or I could just risk mine and be done with it. I would have been able to spare everyone that perilous journey but who am I to play judge, jury and executioner? What gives me the right to make those kinds of decisions?
I didn't even offer to tend to Darmond's wounds after the fight like I did with the bandits that set up a bomb in the Coops truck weeks before. Once the combat had stopped, I am supposed to help the injured, that is my job. I don't get to decide who lives and who dies, I just try my best to save who I can.
I think these nanomachines I have acquired may be more intelligent than I had initially thought. I wonder if they purposely did not respond to my call because they knew I was not thinking clearly. Could my clouded judgement impact my ability to control them? I seem to be able to control them when I am not in a stressful situation and can clearly think about what I am trying to do but during the fighting I cannot control them.
the following seems to be recited as if being read as spoken
A slight pause
The major events and journals in James's history, from the beginning to today.
Session 98
10:50 pm - 06.09.2023Session 98
05:34 pm - 03.09.2023Session 53
10:08 pm - 01.05.2022Session 53
05:31 pm - 01.05.2022Session 52
10:11 pm - 17.04.2022Session 52
05:31 pm - 17.04.2022Session 51
12:26 am - 11.04.2022Session 51
05:33 pm - 10.04.2022Session 50
08:07 pm - 20.03.2022Session 50
05:14 pm - 20.03.2022Session 49
09:35 pm - 13.03.2022Session 49
05:26 pm - 13.03.2022Session 48
10:59 pm - 27.02.2022Session 48
05:39 pm - 27.02.2022Session 47
09:52 pm - 20.02.2022Session 47
05:27 pm - 20.02.2022Session 46
10:04 pm - 13.02.2022Session 46
06:00 pm - 13.02.2022Session 45
11:26 pm - 06.02.2022Session 45
05:42 pm - 06.02.2022Session 44
08:08 pm - 05.02.2022Session 44
06:22 pm - 30.01.2022Session 43
10:46 pm - 23.01.2022Session 43
07:34 pm - 23.01.2022Session 42
11:09 pm - 16.01.2022Session 42
08:15 pm - 16.01.2022Session 41
10:47 pm - 09.01.2022Session 41
06:10 pm - 09.01.2022Session 40
11:18 pm - 02.01.2022Session 40
06:16 pm - 02.01.2022Session 39
10:26 pm - 26.12.2021Session 39
06:44 pm - 26.12.2021Session 38
10:48 pm - 19.12.2021Session 38
05:55 pm - 19.12.2021Session 37
11:09 pm - 12.12.2021Session 37
05:39 pm - 12.12.2021Session 36
10:52 pm - 05.12.2021Session 36
06:20 pm - 05.12.2021Session 35
10:57 pm - 28.11.2021Session 35
05:58 pm - 28.11.2021Session 34
10:42 pm - 21.11.2021Session 34
05:52 pm - 21.11.2021Session 33
10:37 pm - 14.11.2021Session 33
05:59 pm - 14.11.2021Session 32
11:08 pm - 07.11.2021Session 32
05:46 pm - 07.11.2021Session 31
09:50 pm - 31.10.2021Session 31
04:30 pm - 31.10.2021Session 30
09:50 pm - 24.10.2021Session 30
04:46 pm - 24.10.2021Session 29
09:54 pm - 17.10.2021Session 29
04:43 pm - 17.10.2021Session 28
08:53 pm - 10.10.2021Session 28
04:52 pm - 10.10.2021Session 27
09:49 pm - 03.10.2021Session 27
04:59 pm - 03.10.2021Session 26
09:59 pm - 26.09.2021Session 26
04:54 pm - 26.09.2021Session 25
08:43 pm - 19.09.2021Session 25
04:29 pm - 19.09.2021Session 24
09:44 pm - 12.09.2021Session 24
04:56 pm - 12.09.2021Session 23
08:50 pm - 05.09.2021Session 23
04:49 pm - 05.09.2021Session 22
10:01 pm - 29.08.2021Session 22
05:07 pm - 29.08.2021Session 21
09:24 pm - 22.08.2021Session 21
04:34 pm - 22.08.2021Session 20
10:00 pm - 08.08.2021Session 20
04:47 pm - 08.08.2021Session 19
10:08 pm - 01.08.2021Session 19
04:39 pm - 01.08.2021Session 18
10:39 pm - 25.07.2021Session 18
04:37 pm - 25.07.2021Session 17
10:20 pm - 18.07.2021Session 17
04:27 pm - 18.07.2021Session 16
10:23 pm - 11.07.2021Session 16
04:28 pm - 11.07.2021Session 15
10:12 pm - 04.07.2021Session 15
04:48 pm - 04.07.2021Session 14
10:18 pm - 27.06.2021Session 14
04:46 pm - 27.06.2021Session 13
10:31 pm - 20.06.2021Session 13
04:40 pm - 20.06.2021Session 12
03:08 am - 13.06.2021Session 12
10:24 pm - 12.06.2021Session 11
10:33 pm - 06.06.2021Session 11
05:05 pm - 06.06.2021Session 10
10:23 pm - 30.05.2021Session 10
04:30 pm - 30.05.2021Session 9
10:31 pm - 23.05.2021Session 9
04:40 pm - 23.05.2021voice-recording-X41822N-01-01.wav
*log plays but is silent for 5 seconds before starting* I don't think I am cut out to be an investigator. *audible sigh* I think investigators are supposed to be impartial, I am supposed to be impartial. Instead I found myself trying to fit thing...
11:00 pm - 16.05.2021Session 8
10:11 pm - 16.05.2021Session 8
04:13 pm - 16.05.2021Session 7
09:49 pm - 09.05.2021Session 7
04:12 pm - 09.05.2021Session 6
10:05 pm - 02.05.2021Session 6
04:07 pm - 02.05.2021Session 5
10:13 pm - 25.04.2021The list of amazing people following the adventures of James.
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