Nightmares
I thought that the nightmares would stop when I finally defeated Orisk. They got worse. I see everyone together having a good time. Everyone that has died, and everyone that isn’t dead. We are usually on my ship, then it sinks. I wake up and I’m watching the ship burn and sink into the ocean from the shore. I look around and everyone is here, everyone that has died are crawling out of the ocean towards me as zombies. Then I turn around and see everyone that’s still alive behind me ready to fight. But then I watch as each of them die. Remus turns into a wolf and rips apart Hope, Fahrenheit shots Remus with a silver bullet right in the face, then turns the gun on himself. Idris casts some spell on one of the corpses but it back fires and he lights himself on fire. Then Verden walks up to my father’s corpse and lets him stab him through the chest. Orisk appears from behind the group with Elpida and Dura fallowing. He says “do it”, and Elpida just completely decapitates Kalas, while Dura stands watching. They all turn to zombies and converge on me. I hear a voice whisper in my ear “it doesn’t have to be like this”. It’s Marcus. Suddenly everyone is alive and I’m watching them all together, but like from far away. And then Orisk walks up to me smiling that ugly grin and stabs into my stomach and then pulls all my organs out, and then I’m back and he does it agin and agin and I feel it each time like the first, until finally I wake up.
Mira (Miraelle)'s Journal Ordered oldest to newest
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Trying
8/11/1248
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Moving on
8/13/1248
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Nightmares
8/15/1248
8/11/1248
8/13/1248
8/15/1248
The major events and journals in Mira (Miraelle)'s history, from the beginning to today.
None of that was real? Wtf I’ve been in a fake world for 2 months.
08:57 pm - 26.10.2019Marcus tried to send us to hell but he f***ed up. Guess he’s not as powerful and impervious as he thought.
03:58 pm - 18.10.2019Level 7
Where in all the planes am I?
03:56 pm - 18.10.2019Nightmares
I thought that the nightmares would stop when I finally defeated Orisk. They got worse. I see everyone together having a good time. Everyone that has died, and everyone that isn’t dead. We are usually on my ship, then it sinks. I wake up and I’m watch...
06:53 am - 08.09.2019Moving on
Moving on is one of the hardest things a person can do. I haven’t been in a relationship for 8 years since he passed, I’m beginning to try and move on but it’s hard. Kalas knows how hard it was for me the first time and I recently experienced someth...
02:31 am - 05.09.2019Trying
Orisk wasn’t human. I keep hearing kalas’ words ring in my ears. I still feel this anger and hate when I look at so many orcs. I’m really tying to let go. They are not him. But when I see them I see his face. Is it really anger? Or am I afraid? Beca...
04:29 am - 04.09.2019You can't judge the many by the actions of the few.
04:19 am - 04.09.2019When we think we have been hurt by someone in the past, we build up defenses to protect ourselves from being hurt in the future. So the fearful past causes a fearful future and the past and future become one. We cannot love when we feel fear.... When we release the fearful past and forgive everyone, we will experience total love and oneness with all.
04:16 am - 04.09.2019The one person I wish I could ask for advise is so far away.
05:59 am - 02.09.2019Elpida gave me flowers... he said his mom told him to give them to me. I’m conflicted, I respect him for what he did for our cause and I enjoy his sweet awkwardness but when I look at him it’s hard not to see another orc.
08:46 pm - 01.09.2019The sea mother says I must give up traveling the sea for a while or all will be lost. I hope I can do what must be done.
04:16 am - 01.09.2019I think my first action as pirate queen will be to erect a statue in Spooksberg to all who gave their lives to the loyalist cause.
04:15 am - 01.09.2019Mizour will be greatly missed. His sea chanties where a true work of art. I wonder who will be next to be taken by this awful prophecy.
04:14 am - 01.09.2019Nerid is smart
Nerid read to me tonight. I think he’s finally learning he did very well though has a hard time with a few words.
09:49 pm - 26.08.2019I learned of a prophecy that says my family will die to be replaced by a new one. So far 3 are left. I want to spend as much time with them as I can before they are gone but the way I’ve been acting lately, I don’t know if they want to spend time with me.
11:01 pm - 25.08.2019Became captain of The Dragon’s Revenge
Got a new ship after my old one sank.. agin
05:52 am - 25.08.2019Became Pirate Queen
I died and proved I was worthy, I came back and I had the epic sword, Swan Song.
05:51 am - 25.08.2019Defeated Orisk.
After all this time he was no match for me and my family. We took him down once and for all.
05:38 am - 25.08.2019Level 6
Got the swan song! The epic sword of the sea mother is mine and all the pirates shall fallow my rule.
05:37 am - 25.08.2019“The only reason to live is to have someone worth dying for” - Captain Thasies Readkin
05:39 am - 23.08.2019Hey Marcus, what’s worse the nightmares or waking up realizing it was a dream?
06:41 pm - 19.08.2019Sometimes I wish I had not woken up from a beautiful dream, and continued dreaming within sleep upon sleep until I become a dream itself. Because sometimes waking up is more frightening than a nightmare.
02:14 am - 19.08.2019Drinking contests with humans are unbearable. They drink, they collapse, and we have to drag them back to their homes. The next day they never remember losing.
05:34 am - 18.08.2019Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live.
05:27 am - 18.08.2019People say never give up but sometimes giving up is the best option because you realize you're waisting your time
05:22 am - 18.08.2019To find him agin just to lose him. I can’t lose anyone else. Verden better make it.
04:47 am - 18.08.2019Hey does anyone know how long an orc can go without eating? Asking for a friend.
04:03 am - 13.08.2019Ah my favorite time of day. Time to interrogate the prisoner agin.
03:59 am - 13.08.2019Give me freedom or give me the rope. For I shall not take the shackles that subjugate the poor to uphold the rich.
01:32 am - 12.08.2019Finally got the crew back together
11:04 pm - 10.08.2019Level 5
Defeated Marcus's stupid zombie beholder
04:33 am - 07.08.2019So disappointed that Lucian died, I expected great things from him.
04:11 am - 05.08.2019Became captain of Tempest Of The Deep II
04:10 am - 05.08.2019My crew, they are alive! I’m so happy to be back aboard a ship agin.
04:08 am - 05.08.2019I need a drink!
05:44 am - 02.08.2019Level 4
Shot dragon in eye
05:44 am - 02.08.2019The list of amazing people following the adventures of Mira (Miraelle).
Social
Birthplace
Waterdeep
Current Residence
Dragon’s Revenge (home) location: Spooksberg
Contacts & Relations
Elpida, loyalists, council, Neli
Honorary & Occupational Titles
Captain
Queen
Lady Pirate
Mrs
Wealth & Financial state
Rich
Family Ties
Father and mother dead, married to Elpida and has daughter named Neli
Religious Views
Celebrates the sea mother’s holidays though it was not widely know that she worships her and studies her doctrine until the last 23 years. Any who know about the swan songs power knows she speaks with the sea mother.
Social Aptitude
Very charismatic and often knows what to say however is often over taken by anger and regret when talking to orcs. Can be awkward when near someone she likes but is unsure about.
Hobbies & Pets
Pet faerie dragon named Nereids (might be dead)