Trying

Orisk wasn’t human. I keep hearing kalas’ words ring in my ears. I still feel this anger and hate when I look at so many orcs. I’m really tying to let go. They are not him. But when I see them I see his face. Is it really anger? Or am I afraid? Because I have seen what a few are capable of. Dura reached passed me at the table with the bread knife today and I actually flinched. I’m starting to get along with her. But just like with Elpida I see Orisk. I'm praying for patience and clarity because I really want to get passed this and have a relationship with these people.