Session 9 Journal

The leader of this cult cowardly hides behind secret walls in tunnels? We are fortunate to have a more competent leader to deal the killing blow. Im has shown fear in combat at a critical time, against the cult’s leader. And when he isn’t running from the fight he is falling yet again in combat. We should discuss training once we get back to town. (Downtime training)
 
It seems that Yeswyn’s home is under attack. We all will be worse off if she is not focused. It would be best for us to aid her so she can better aid us.
 
A True Mentor does not send a child (18 year old compared to a 200 years old) on suicide missions with no real information by themselves. It took a God to sink our ship for im to find a group to help him. It enrages me to think about who would have taken advantage of him if he made it to Avul without our guidance or tried to fight the Yuan Ti by himself. Freeing him when he was an 8 year old from slavers only to make them a child solider for his needs is not freedom, just a transfer of ownership by blood. Im did not ask anything from those freed from the Yuan Ti. Any being that needs a child to do their work is not a being I am afraid of. I don’t know if his cheap tricks will be enough to save him next time. (-1 Great Axe from inventory)
 
**On walk after** Control of my mind at the farm… control of my body here… ! Again my agency has been taken from me. I must find a way to prevent this in the future before I fail to protect or hurt someone. (Possibly looking for a Magento-like helm to prevent things like this again)