The First Dream
I’ve never felt this before, this deep setting drive to do something and knowing that I’m going to have to do some terrible things to get there. Is it normal to not fear the consequences? Is failure always not an option? Standing on the edge of the abyss, knowing that you’ll have to fight for your dream. I’ve never felt this before. My dreams were always brought on by other people, but this one is for me. It’s strange, it doesn’t feel like I thought it would, maybe that’s what dreams really are then. Such things that are so fragile, have to be handled with care.
I have a dream now.
But I can’t say it out loud or it won’t come true.
It may blow up in my face, I may lose more than I thought I could.
But it's worth it, right?
Inixbis's Journal Ordered oldest to newest
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To my Sweetheart
14 of March 138 BC
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The First Dream
14th of March 138 BC
14 of March 138 BC
14th of March 138 BC
The major events and journals in Inixbis's history, from the beginning to today.
Oink
09:30 pm - 07.10.2023Oink
12:58 am - 28.03.2022Tar
12:57 am - 28.03.202216, 15, 20 (hero role)
03:03 am - 27.03.2022I hate elders this is bullshit
02:42 am - 27.03.2022Tar
11:21 pm - 26.03.2022QRA
11:20 pm - 26.03.2022QRA
11:17 pm - 26.03.2022RN
11:16 pm - 26.03.2022RN
11:11 pm - 26.03.2022The session
11:11 pm - 26.03.2022The session
11:11 pm - 26.03.2022The session
11:07 pm - 26.03.2022Friday Hell
01:36 am - 22.03.2022Present
12:40 am - 19.03.2022Friday Hell
12:40 am - 19.03.2022Friday Hell
12:40 am - 19.03.2022RN
12:39 am - 19.03.2022Yo
12:34 am - 19.03.2022RN
12:33 am - 19.03.2022The session
12:32 am - 19.03.2022The session
12:26 am - 19.03.2022The session
12:25 am - 19.03.2022The session
11:57 pm - 18.03.2022Random Session
05:11 pm - 25.11.2021Random Session
05:06 pm - 25.11.2021The session
11:48 pm - 18.11.2021The session
11:48 pm - 18.11.2021The First Dream
I’ve never felt this before, this deep setting drive to do something and knowing that I’m going to have to do some terrible things to get there. Is it normal to not fear the consequences? Is failure always not an option? Standing on the edge of the ab...
03:11 pm - 15.11.2021To my Sweetheart
I can’t believe I’ve had to resort to writing you a letter, but I’m reminded of you so often now that I can’t help it. Remember when you asked me to make a soul bond? I regret not taking you up on it. If I ever knew how bad things would become I w...
02:10 pm - 15.11.2021The session
04:19 am - 11.11.2021RN
04:16 am - 11.11.2021RN
04:06 am - 11.11.2021The list of amazing people following the adventures of Inixbis.
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Birthplace
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