Oh, dearies I don’t know what to fully think about tonight, Nathaniel decided to finally come clean and tell the group that he had been lying to us this entire time. I just don’t know what to think about the entire confession. I consider myself to be an honest person and because I am so honest with others I hope that they would be honest with me in return.
Now I understand the fear behind the initial lie but what I’m struggling with is how long it took for Nathaniel to admit the lie. We’ve been traveling together for about six months now, I thought I was showing him that I was someone he could trust and be confined into but I guess I was wrong.
Again, like I said it is hard for me to wrap my head around it when Nathaniel was there with me during one of my lowest points when I accidentally took a life during the fights in the Red Ring. He didn’t let me go through that all by myself, even when I insisted to be alone. This confession just makes you wonder what else was a lie, perhaps everything was a lie. He claims he was as true to himself as he could be but again it’s just hard to believe.
I mean before traveling back to Stormreach I had put myself out there to help him with what was going on with him and was utterly shut down. Following that he didn’t speak to me for those thirty days of travel other than the Grillion attack. Honestly folks, I just don’t know how I feel about the entire thing but like always I’ll try my best to keep you updated.
In other news, it felt so good to be back in the city for the time however, received some other unexpected news that will probably have me not fully revealing my location in the column. I’m quite shocked that certain people are reading this column but the dedication is impressive.
Though with all that set-aside, I’m going to go use Faron’s birthday gift tonight that she had so kindly put together with the girls during our trip and get together with a few friends to just use the night to decompress and relax. So, until then my dears!