Well dearies I don’t fully know where to start when it comes to this past week, so much has happened and most of it within a matter of days. For one I had to say goodbye to a friend I wasn’t quite ready to say goodbye to. What y’all don’t know about is that Damian had a friend who had been with us since Stormreach, Salvatore. Now Salvatore was not someone I could have ever imagined myself being acquaintances with let alone friends and as most of you know I am quite a friendly guy who can make friends wherever I go.
Salvatore and I grew up on opposite sides of a long going conflict however, after spending these past few months with Salvatore I’ve come to really learn about not judging everything based on history, that it’s a person’s actions that you make your judgements on and I’ve come to consider Salvatore a close friend. To see him leave, though there was sorrow I could also sense some joy as well, he did make the most of his time with us and he for sure will be missed.
And yet a couple of days after Salvatore’s passing guess who decided to break their 32 day streak of not talking to me? Good old Nathaniel of course. I’m gonna be honest with y’all I had no idea how that conversation was going to go or what it was fully going to be about. Shit the last time we had a one on one conversation I had decided to take a leap of faith and offered to be a person he could fully depend on only for him to choose someone else, apparently the gesture had gone over his head by the way. So to say I had such mixed feels about this conversation is an understatement.
Though that man utterly shocked me when he decided to not beat around the bush and wouldn’t you believe it folks not only did he admit that he actually does have feelings for your beloved columnist but wants to actually act on them y’all! And by “act on them” folks he has asked for me to be in a relationship with him. Now I did have my reservations because of those whole lying thing but he has reassured me that when it came to those moments we had shared that every bit of them were honest and I don’t know I could just feel it in my gut that he was being honest about it. So, it looks like this half-orc is off the market folks for we are going to try and explore these feelings we have for one another. Weird to admit this but this will be my first relationship y'all. Wish us luck dears!