How could it end up like this

I've never done that before.
 
I'm not inexperienced, I've had partners and we were good together, but I barely know Vera. I trust her, that's enough, apparently. It was fun? She wanted fun, I like fun so why not, do something nice for a friend. Definitely relaxing, though I've had enough of exercise of late. I wish I could just stay in that big bed for a day, catch up with all this rest I'm missing. We're friends with the Bright Queen now! Absolute buddies, I'm sure I can get away with a lazy day, let my guard down at long bloody last. It's very pretty here.
 
Gods is it pretty here.