Scattered Entries

...Pancreator is one of them? Certainly it is credible, if half of what the priests say is within their power. It is mainly a human faith, so maybe they just confused a piece of old tek and made their doctrines around that and whatever they brought with them. I should ask Raelyn...no maybe I should start with Maul-Moir. The way he talks about his faith and how many times I've frustrated him during my study with him, he'd probably have a better grip on how she would take it. Because if the Pancreator were one of the Ancients...would that make Raelyn and I distant family!? I wonder if I could look at their books without them preaching at me....
 
*A stack of pages haphazardly bound together. The majority are marred with crosses, corrections, and scribbles. Many are ruined to the point of illegibility.*
 
I believe I finally understand why my people are considered so strange and unfathomable to those that are disconnected from the Elder Dream. I don't.... The lives they live are so.... To only wake to one reality. To only have one sense of self. To burden one life with your expression, your worries, your cares, your passion, needs, wants, fears, hopes...dreams. Dreams are just a distraction to them. They are an OPTIONAL and UNCONTROLLABLE phenomenon meant to fill the space in the blackness of sleep. That...endless black.
 
 
 
*Player Note: I missed a couple of opportunities to write out full journal entries so this is my response. In the wake of his near insanity from the modified Calm Emotions tek, Galdi's journals became scrambled and mismatched. Some pages were lost while others were "written" in his lab notes in the Elder Dream (and thus not accessible here). When they returned to Caracara, Galdimere attempted to reorganize his notes. While slightly successful, some of his more recent entries on their success in the Monolith of Understanding got mixed up and lost as well.