It's been weeks since i did what i did back at the hut. I think it's been weeks anyway. i feel like a sickness hit me afterwords, but she deserved it. They all deserved what was coming to them, but that feeling. Abby had stared me down but had to leave before he could yell at me, not that it mattered. All i remember is the feeling of being alone all over again and it took days to remember i had people i need to help. Nothing else after them mattered. I hardly know if i matter anymore.