THE goblin outpost journey

the mayor, After joining went rather fast I accidently killed w.g, Got punished pushed away without away to redeem myself, Lost Gambate the last of my family, and a bit sad drinking away my problems, I keep trying and trying over and over and over and over, keep failing, barely got cut of the money and I give 50% of my earnings to Kuko for what I have done, still I have tried my best was not enough, the statue, the mines, the balista, the dungeon, the journey, the outpost, this has been the most I will be useful, no matter how I am, I feel like It's better for me to leave, well rather for them...
 
 
WHY?? WHY!? WHY!? JUST WHY!? TELL ME??? PLS I BEG!! I I I JUST! WA-