Adonis - I always knew the stars held a destiny for me; but little did I realize it was not about me. After a life time of not chasing and instead being the chased, I was charmed and captivated; I had to know more. There is a complex duality about her, that I find intriguing, certainly the very nature of our shared path, existing between worlds; both the Primal and the Shadow. But every Thyrsus threads that needle, even the ones who primarily exist in one or the other. From a supernal point of view, there is a third line, a bit more morbid than I am willing to explore but the significance of which I cannot deny.
That is not where the duality ends. She is delightful and sociable, and yet there is this reserved sadness, this loneness that is palpable in quiet moments. I believe this is merely a byproduct of a difficult life on the Ark, but a stubborn and ingrained behavior. She is my family and my life; it is my place and duty to protect her, even from herself. I will banish those darker thoughts and feelings if it is the last breathing thing I do; I will show her that life is far from perfect, but you can make it what you need it to be.