Vitae to Lolth After Being Ignored

Lolth, I am beginning to think you are ignoring me. I am beginning to think that you will hope that I will go away. I think I figured out why. Just a few moments ago I found my title and picture in the tikipedia. If you worry, let me shine some light on the subject. When I was young, my grandparents taught me about the gods. They told me that I could choose whatever god I wanted to follow but told me that my soul would go to their realm so I had to think before I picked. I went through all gods and only two spoke out to me. One of which was The Traveler. I agreed with his beliefs and teachings. I would defend a demon just as I would defend an angel. Good and bad are subjective. What is evil to some is just hungry to others. The other that spoke out to me was you. The information presented to me was minimal and it took me a long time to figure out what made you stand out to me. I sought to know more before I committed to an offering. The information I found spoke ill of you and told me of the wars you face. If someone falls down, I offer my hand regardless if they can get up by themselves. Whether that person is man, woman, or machine; whether that person is human, dwarf, elf, drow, medusa, or spider. It does not matter who fell or if they can get themselves back up. I offer my hand because I will be that light in the dark.
 
Lolth, I am like a gnat flying around a rotting corpse. You can swat at me or try to ignore me, but I am not going away. You might think that if you ignore me long enough that this gnat will die of old age, but I am no regular gnat. This curse I have grants me immortality. I may not have it now but this curse gets stronger as I grow in power. This gnat will keep growing until that little gnat is no longer something that can be ignored. I seek to shake all of the realms. I will be that hand in the dark to lead those who have lost their way. I will drag out every usurper from the comfort of their beds and make an example of them. They will spend the rest of their lives looking over their shoulder and checking under their bed for monsters like me. This goal will be long and painful, but if there is an ally I would want to be at my side, it is you.