Temperament:
Day 7 - First traveler's lodge [Been here 5 days]:
Looking up at the sky often.
Can heart my heartbeat off and on.
Desire to get out of the house and do something.
Desire for meat still increasing (though bread sounds amazing too.)
Day 8 - First traveler's lodge [Been here 6 days]:
Sense of something looming over the house.
The looming is creating desperation to get out of it and DO something.
Paranoia - Concern for my companions increasing. (From me? From other things?)
Buzzing.
Peaceful feeling decreasing rapidly.
Day 8 - Second traveler's lodge:
Paranoia skyrocketing. Can barely contain it.
Buzzing ever present.
The feeling of something pressing on my shoulders.
Aggression increasing.
Urge for... "power".
Desire to literally "drink mana".
Day 8 - Part Two:
I want to murder the fuck outside who is terrifying my companions.
Really want to murder him.
Buzzing has turned into a singing.
I really want to go outside and bathe in the moon's light.
Can't. Protect.
They're looking at me funny.
Day 9 - Second traveler's lodge [2nd day]:
Dripping water.
Release.
I can breathe. At least a little better.
Still protective.
Buzzing returned.
Day 10 - Third traveler's lodge:
Calm. I feel calm again.
The buzzing has gone away and my shirt fits again.
I feel like myself, just quieter.
I don't feel like I have much to say at all, really. It's weird because I ALWAYS had something to say before. Instead, I feel content listening to my companion's non-stop talking.
Am I happy?