intentions

[The edges of the following page are marked with dried blood, smeared in a way that reveals a frustrated attempt at removing the previously fresh stains.]

 
 
around the time ben started walkin and talkin in complete sentances i started doing this thing where id flik his forhead as he walked by.
 
and he knew i was just bein playful with him so hed give this smirk and try to pelt me with one of his crumpled poems when i did it but
 
then i went out with jessy and the first time she came over to my room...i swear to Leira I was so nervous I fliked her right on the forhead as she was walkin by me and we both kinda stared at each other in shock for a moment...i didnt really know what to say. so i told her to wait there and i went in my mothers closet to dress up a bit and when i came back i put on my best impression of ms jameson and had us both rolling on the floor until edward came in mad as a drunken librarian bastard and riped the clothes right off me and kicked jessy out.
 
and so the other day right, im being dragged under the water by fish fucker number 374 and...
 
ive been in a lot of bad spots before but i thought i was acsh achooa actually fuck
 
i thought i was actually done for until korgoth and misery saved me...BUT for a second i thought i was being attacked when misery threw her dagger at me and of course she wasnt
 
point is, i figured i owed em both a bit of apreshea apreceation which is exactly why i dressed up as a silly mushroom king goin by the name of mr. micah nid and swam over to misery with aims of tellin her how thankful i was for having her save me and all
 
but she had nightmares about mushrooms and portals or something the day before
 
so she stabbed me the second she saw me and nearly killed me, but i figure if im dying then better it be by a teleporting tabaxi than another fish fucker. if Leira wasnt rolling from this one i dont know what itll take
 
[Next to the word "take", you see a small drop of blood next to a similar sized circle of ink, underneath which lies a concave semi-circle, making what might be interpreted to be a smiley face.]
 
next time ill just go as ms jameson.