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Dove Broadhall

Neutral Halfling (Criminal)
Rogue 4
Warlock 1
23 / 23 HP
STR
8
DEX
19
CON
9
INT
13
WIS
13
CHA
14

Halfling companion to Lady Elinor Sterling, residing in Sterling House.


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Played by
lbbelly
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Sept 7, 1814

A Journal Entry Dated Sept. 7, 1813

by Dove Broadhall

Dear journal,
 
Nicholas searched my room tonight, for a voodoo doll (long story), and boy did he leave it a mess. All my things strewn about. He was in a hurry, I guess, but once again I am left to clean up after the nobles.
 
I started to tuck you back in under my mattress, but felt drawn to you, little journal. (Hopefully I can trust Nicholas to have not read anything. He wouldn’t have, right? Maybe you need a new hiding place. )
 
I don’t want to write about this, but I need to have it out with myself. Let’s get this over with.
 
Dominic told me he is in love with me. With everything else going on (and there is so much going on!), I’ve given him almost nothing in response.

There are so many reasons why this is a bad idea. Like I told him, I can’t secure him any advantage in society. I am clearly still a danger to the family, and I’m a terrible influence. I can’t be trusted to play nice in public, and I still forget that whatever decisions I make reflect not just myself but the entire Sterling family. I don’t think I’ll ever fit in, playing the stupid games of society — can you imagine me, bearing heirs and hosting tea parties? Ordering servants around? Making small talk with other nobles? It sounds horrible.
 
Even with all that aside, I think I’m afraid. My mother gave up and abandoned me to this world, and every thought of her is a constant reminder that I’m not someone worth staying for. Everyone since has left me or forced me out. What if Dominic, too, decides that I’m not enough for him? I’m not sure I could stand knowing his love and then losing it. What I want to do, as always, is keep him at arm's length. He can’t hurt me if I don’t let him in.
 
But by the goddesses. Don’t I get excited when I see him? Don’t I always find excuses to be near him? If I’m honest with myself, did I try and put that egg on the Brewwick witch’s dress purely for “justice’s” sake — or was I just jealous? Can I sit back and watch Dominic court other women like I told him to do? Do I trust myself not to interfere?
 
I don’t know if I can. I care for Dominic, and I want him around me. I trust him more than most, and I worry about his safety. Whether that’s love or selfishness, I couldn’t tell you.
 
He is tall, and handsome, and comforting, and a little strange. He doesn’t feel so beholden to the rules of society like the others do. He is loyal and good. Tonight with Lucy, I got angry and turned on her with my knife, but he stayed calm and comforted her. When he felt useless, he didn’t run away. He stayed and held me when I was upset, even after everything I did in my dark moments. Maybe I need that, his example of goodness. Steadfastness. Light.
 
But then I’m back at the beginning. I can provide him nothing in return. Do I let him lift me up at the cost of dragging him down? Ugh. Little journal, I thought you would help, but you haven’t helped at all. I’m still confused.
 
I find myself wishing to talk to Oliver about this. I wonder if I’ll ever get the chance. I wonder what he’d say. (I bet it would start with him telling me to stop taking away all Dominic’s bread. Which is, of course, no fun.)
 
Dove
 
PS - I can’t help it – my mind keeps turning to Berig. I hope he is okay. I wonder how involved he was with the events that happened 3 days ago. I’m glad he warned us about the ordeal, but desperately hope it didn’t cost him anything. I should have written something to him.
 

Dove's Journal Ordered oldest to newest

  1. Mending
    Aug 18, 1813 RG
  2. Zennias
    Aug 26, 1813 RG
  3. Bear
    Twenty one years ago
  4. A Journal Entry dated Aug 27, 1813
    Aug 27, 1813
  5. A Journal Entry dated Sept 1, 1813
    Sept 1, 1813
  6. Target Practice
    Sept 3, 1813
  7. A Journal Entry Dated Sept. 7, 1813
    Sept 7, 1814

The major events and journals in Dove's history, from the beginning to today.

Chapter 18: Running, Running...

09:31 am - 04.10.2024

Chapter 18: Running, Running...

09:29 am - 04.10.2024

Chapter 18: Running, Running...

04:13 am - 04.10.2024

Chapter 17: Are You Going to the Pet Parade?

08:42 am - 27.09.2024

Chapter 17: Are You Going to the Pet Parade?

08:41 am - 27.09.2024

Chapter 17: Are You Going to the Pet Parade?

02:50 am - 27.09.2024

Session 16: What Now?

09:33 am - 06.09.2024

Session 16: What Now?

03:07 am - 06.09.2024

A Journal Entry Dated Sept. 7, 1813

Dear journal, I don’t want to write about this, but I need to have it out with myself. Let’s get this over with. Dominic told me he is in love with me. With everything else going on (and there is so much going on!), I’ve given him almost nothi...

02:07 am - 03.09.2024

Chapter 15: Three Days

08:49 am - 30.08.2024

Chapter 15: Three Days

03:02 am - 30.08.2024

Chapter 14: Callers & Confessions Pt. 2

02:59 am - 29.08.2024

Chapter 14: Callers & Confessions Pt. 2

02:46 am - 23.08.2024

Target Practice

Dove exited the carriage and dashed to the nearest washroom inside, heaving what little food she had in her stomach. In her mind replayed the image of that elf’s head thunking, rolling on the ground. His neck a gaping mess of blood. Davinor’s ghos...

07:24 pm - 22.08.2024

Chapter 13: Callers & Confessions

08:49 am - 16.08.2024

Chapter 13: Callers & Confessions

08:49 am - 16.08.2024

Chapter 13: Callers & Confessions

02:35 am - 16.08.2024

Chapter 12: Masking Murder

09:35 am - 08.08.2024

Chapter 12: Masking Murder

03:02 am - 08.08.2024

Chapter 11: The Elemental Masquerade

08:54 am - 02.08.2024

Chapter 11: The Elemental Masquerade

03:25 am - 02.08.2024

A Journal Entry Dated Sept 1, 1813

Dear journal, Can you believe this halfling got to be in the same room as the queen today? [s]My dress was I think I Dominic [/s] Things were easier when I was on my own. Until next time, Dove...

09:25 pm - 27.07.2024

Chapter 10: A Season of Purple & White

09:35 am - 26.07.2024

Chapter 10: A Season of Purple & White

03:08 am - 26.07.2024

Bear

TWENTY ONE YEARS EARLIER Alidove slipped into the alleyway and, after checking that no one was there, pulled out the hollowed-out brick that she and her best friend Berig used to store their coins in. The Sisters at the Merciful Hands Home for Orphans ...

08:09 pm - 22.07.2024

A Journal Entry dated Aug 27th, 1813

I’m taking a page from Elinor’s book and attempting to journal. I’ll do a terrible job, I’m sure of it. But maybe it will help me figure things out. I was so excited about coming back to my Donlon, but I’m afraid it’s much more evil than my...

04:11 pm - 21.07.2024

Chapter 9: Meetings

10:44 am - 19.07.2024

Chapter 9: Meetings

02:53 am - 19.07.2024

Chapter 8: DONLON

08:11 am - 11.07.2024

Chapter 8: DONLON

02:41 am - 11.07.2024

Zennias

Dove slumped down on one of the two small beds in her shared room. Glenn was absent, probably catching up to her duties after an afternoon plagued by allergies. Dove looked wistfully at the small vase of zennias she’d arranged next to her bed — she’...

12:09 am - 05.07.2024

Chapter 7: Trouble at Tea

01:07 am - 04.07.2024

Chapter 7: Trouble at Tea

02:52 am - 03.07.2024

Chapter 6: Tea, Taprooms, & Trouble

07:59 am - 28.06.2024

Chapter 6: Tea, Taprooms, & Trouble

03:33 am - 28.06.2024

Chapter 5: "Quoted"

09:54 am - 21.06.2024

Chapter 5: "Quoted"

03:03 am - 21.06.2024

Chapter 4: The Maid & The Bastard

09:04 am - 14.06.2024

Chapter 4: The Maid & The Bastard

03:28 am - 14.06.2024

Chapter 3: The Kelpie

09:21 am - 31.05.2024

Chapter 3: The Kelpie

01:58 am - 30.05.2024

Chapter 2: Ribbon-Cutting

07:38 am - 23.05.2024

Chapter 2: Ribbon-Cutting

01:36 am - 23.05.2024

Chapter 1: Letters

07:32 am - 16.05.2024

Chapter 1: Letters

01:46 am - 16.05.2024

The list of amazing people following the adventures of Dove.

Played by
lbbelly

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