A quick note, more to come...

Last night was quite enjoyable, although I must admit I was surprised that Dekar humored my baser instincts. I hadn’t expected him to be accepting of my desire for blood. Perhaps this warrants a re-evaluation of my stance on discussing my shadow with him…
 
We had time last night for once as well. It was good to revel in my first choice, my only choice. At least for now.
I am under no illusions that Dekar and I shall live forever or stay together for all of that time, but I find myself still longing for that certainty with him.
 
Perhaps that is why I found myself memorizing his appearance, his skin, his touch. For all that I desire him, love him, I know that one day we shall part. Whether that be through death – highly likely considering the dangerous situations we often find ourselves in – or -hopefully less likely – a divergence of paths, I know our time together is limited.
 
It is a joy to be together while it lasts.
 
Afterwards Dekar began teaching me some Draconic. It is definitely not an area of study for my order, at least not usually as far as I know, but I desire to learn. Not only for the knowledge but also for it’s own sake and the sake of my love’s enjoyment.
 
My dreams were dark, though I remember them not.
 
I shall cook breakfast I think. Perhaps that shall get out some of this restless energy.
 
 
So.
 
Fun story.
 
I had forgotten that while we were in dire straits I hadn’t actually cooked for any of my companions. Dekar at least seemed to remember my background and made the correct assumption that I could cook. But everyone else was quite shocked.
 
Grimaldus was near furious I would almost say at the thought of having had cooked meals instead of rations. I didn’t say it at the time but I wondered why we would have cooked in battle conditions.
 
Or more accurately: I didn’t know if they would have accepted my food.
 
But now I know them better.
 
And they know me better.
 
I shall write more later. We have plans to speak with the Axiomite today and I must find ways of acquiring money to purchase things.
 
What exactly I will purchase remains to be decided, but I am tired of not having money to get what I need.
 
Hopefully something proves profitable in this city of beauties.