April 905

A Short Evaluation

by Celeste Quintessa Moon

A short analysis on the current party members.
 
I'm writing this after the battle with the Mindflayers, we've finally had time to rest. While I have much more to discuss, I need to express my current relations with the Chaotic Souls.
 
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Me - I'm trying my hardest, and people keep trying to control me!! They need to learn that my story is mine to write. Also, I'm conflicted. My past lives weren't all that great. Is that who I really am? Who am I supposed to be? The longer I think about it the more I hear those voices calling to me. I don't like it.
 
Takkir - Infuriating beyond belief. I care about him because I know he needs it, but honestly, why can't he just grow up. It's always, "Oh woe is me the things I've had to endure oh no I deserve so much better." My Dwarf in Discordia you are a Prophet. Do something about it. Stop crying about your trauma and maybe try stabbing someone else for a change.
 
Ronan - On one hand, I have grown a lot of respect for him. He has qualities I would consider admirable, although these are also offset by his... rankish demeanor. He's charming in a sort of oafish way, but he's also reliable. I regret underestimating him in my past lives. I think I'm willing to give him a new chance.
 
Aurel - I thought as a fellow elf we could understand each other, unfortunately he's poor in theory. He has the gifts of a genius, and wastes them on selfish and useless ideas. Perhaps I can influence him onto a better path, although it will be difficult. Additionally, I do not value his mental fortitude, he appears to stray from the current task at the slightly hiccup. I suspect this is due to his nature as a newer Prophet, although this is only speculation.
 
Iriel - I am unsure how to express my thoughts on Iriel. For starters, I'm not even sure which parts are Iriel and which parts are Wolfgang. Are they not the same? Anyways, Iriel seems to have the best for me in mind, although I wish he/she would be less stubborn sometimes. They get this idea that they know what's best for me, but I'm not always sure they understand my story. I trust them, though. I think they're one of the few who care for me.
 
Michael - I'm talking about you, Outsider. What am I supposed to feel, it's so difficult to read. I think I'm mad, but I also feel sad. I don't want to push you away, but I can't just sit by and pretend I don't see things. There's something I'm not being told, and I need to figure out what it is. If I'm going to, no, if we're going to win this fight, I want to do it with you. Please don't hate me for trying to do the things I do.
 
A side note. WHY CAN EVERYONE JUST PULL ME AROUND. I'M NOT A TOY.
 
With Eternal Love,
Celeste Q. Moon

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