A Short Evaluation
A short analysis on the current party members.
I'm writing this after the battle with the Mindflayers, we've finally had time to rest. While I have much more to discuss, I need to express my current relations with the Chaotic Souls.
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Me - I'm trying my hardest, and people keep trying to control me!! They need to learn that my story is mine to write. Also, I'm conflicted. My past lives weren't all that great. Is that who I really am? Who am I supposed to be? The longer I think about it the more I hear those voices calling to me. I don't like it.
Takkir - Infuriating beyond belief. I care about him because I know he needs it, but honestly, why can't he just grow up. It's always, "Oh woe is me the things I've had to endure oh no I deserve so much better." My Dwarf in Discordia you are a Prophet. Do something about it. Stop crying about your trauma and maybe try stabbing someone else for a change.
Ronan - On one hand, I have grown a lot of respect for him. He has qualities I would consider admirable, although these are also offset by his... rankish demeanor. He's charming in a sort of oafish way, but he's also reliable. I regret underestimating him in my past lives. I think I'm willing to give him a new chance.
Aurel - I thought as a fellow elf we could understand each other, unfortunately he's poor in theory. He has the gifts of a genius, and wastes them on selfish and useless ideas. Perhaps I can influence him onto a better path, although it will be difficult. Additionally, I do not value his mental fortitude, he appears to stray from the current task at the slightly hiccup. I suspect this is due to his nature as a newer Prophet, although this is only speculation.
Iriel - I am unsure how to express my thoughts on Iriel. For starters, I'm not even sure which parts are Iriel and which parts are Wolfgang. Are they not the same? Anyways, Iriel seems to have the best for me in mind, although I wish he/she would be less stubborn sometimes. They get this idea that they know what's best for me, but I'm not always sure they understand my story. I trust them, though. I think they're one of the few who care for me.
Michael - I'm talking about you, Outsider. What am I supposed to feel, it's so difficult to read. I think I'm mad, but I also feel sad. I don't want to push you away, but I can't just sit by and pretend I don't see things. There's something I'm not being told, and I need to figure out what it is. If I'm going to, no, if we're going to win this fight, I want to do it with you. Please don't hate me for trying to do the things I do.
A side note. WHY CAN EVERYONE JUST PULL ME AROUND. I'M NOT A TOY.
With Eternal Love,
Celeste Q. Moon
Celeste's Journal Ordered oldest to newest
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Wyatt
1st of Chad, 2021
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Cirn: Day Zero
March 4, 905
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Purgatory
Day -1
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Lust
Day 0
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Wrath
Day 2
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A Short Evaluation
April 905
1st of Chad, 2021
March 4, 905
Day -1
Day 0
Day 2
April 905
The major events and journals in Celeste's history, from the beginning to today.
Why do you hate me
May 6th, 905He can't be back. I can't let him torture himself more. I can't trust him. We have to undo all of this. I miss him. I don't know what to do.
May 6th, 905If I had a better player, I'd have portrayed my character arc better. Unfortunately for you poor things, you're stuck with HER!! Isn't that funny!!
May 6th, 905I don't know what to do, to do things right. It's all my fault. I didn't set out for this, sure, but really, how is this not my fault? I need to get stronger, I need more answers, I won't fail, GAHH. I won't let people tell me what to do, I have to get myself together.
May 6th, 905Cirn: Day Zero
Everything hurts, I've found shelter now. I don't know what has happened. It all began with a landing, I think our ship crashed. I met a few people on the beach, and I saw some things that made me feel ways I did not like. Then, there was a person who did...
08:51 am - 23.04.2024Alexei Ravenguard is taken from us
You saved me, us, in a manner of speaking. I wanted to talk to you one final time, but I wasn't sure what to say. You know I'm not that good at goodbyes. You represent an era of Prophets I wish all Prophets would take to heart, your gifts help people, you truly want what's best for everyone. I could never be like you, I'll always hurt someone in the end. None of this will ever be fair. Thank you for everything, really. I'll talk to you soon.
May 6th, 905I guess that's the end of that. As eager as I am to return to the story, you have to understand how scared I still am. How clueless and out of place I am. I had time to grow, I'm so happy, I was able to guide the others like I wanted to. I don't even know what I'm doing. I knew Alexei would die, why did I care? It's not like I can't talk to him anymore, why did I feel sad? Why... I didn't want the others to see. I don't want them to worry about me more than they already have. I'm glad you came, the rest isn't that important to me.
May 6th, 905why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why it's not fair, none of this is fair. i forgot my mission, it's easier to get lost than you would think. i remember now, i just needed to think about it. we'll make it work, okay? maybe then i'll be the person i've always wanted to be for you.
May 6th, 905Guess that's just the way, we're pathetic. Little, worthless, insignificant, you know all the terms. I can't do anything right. I'm actually useless. I can't help my friends, I can't save anyone. And now I'm stuck here, trying to figure this shit out. Take me to a universe where none of these issues exist, and maybe I can get some peace. Oh, and I get plenty of time to examine these ideas, what kind of image am I even making for myself here. What kind of hero breaks down like this. How much of this is even my fault, I've not even had a chance to figure this shit out. What matters. What matters...
May 6th, 905How am I supposed to be feeling right now? I'm fine, but I'm not. I hate myself, but it isn't all my fault right? GAHHHHHHHHH
May 6th, 905It's gonna get a little weird, it's gonna get a little wild, I'm not from around here. That'd be a good song! I just need some way to end it.
May 6th, 905Is it bad that I have a guilty conscious and some really bad ideas? Only time can tell!
May 6th, 905We got out, huh.. Guess this journey isn't going to end early after all. I was beginning to think we'd never escape!
March 26th, 905I thought I had a video of Aurel barking but all I could find was whatever this is https://youtu.be/RlsBOuEV6-g?si=lMxaEX4TKzPL7JTC
March 26th, 905Mate with me.
March 26th, 905This is all so messed up, every step I take forward it feels like the universe is working twice as hard to throw me back. Maybe we're just meant to lose... it's not how I want to see things being. Do you think I'm being overly dramatic?
March 26th, 905Time and time again...
March 26th, 905Deja Vu
Against all odds, we've ended up right where we started! $@#&!
March 26th, 905I MET MY MOM
March 26th, 905I'm so sorry for what I've done, but also, it felt right?
March 26th, 905I floop the pig!
March 26th, 905Push the boundaries at all costs
March 26th, 905Begin the Cycle
I found myself somewhere I had only ever seen in my dreams, and the pillars called to me.
March 26th, 905What does this mean?
March 26th, 905Episode 1: The Rise of House Angelo
05:30 pm - 26.12.2022Episode 1: The Rise of House Angelo
05:30 pm - 26.12.2022Reborn.
I opened my eyes, and I smiled.
???The Fog is coming Celeste.
November 2, 1625So many questions.. I just want answers.
November 2, 1625I feel like I should regret this, but I know I won't.
November 2, 1625Nothing bad ever happens to the Fireforges!!!
November 1, 1625Checkmate.
I... I did it! I'm Queen! I never thought this day would come!
November 1, 1625Is it better to use something bad for good, or do something good for bad? It's kept me up, and I don't know what to do. The fate of the kingdom is in my hands... Ethos, I summon thee.
October 24, 1625Astral Born
I never posted this so, here we are! Welcome to the world, my cosmic child!
October 24, 1625Pretty close outfit to what I'd wear if we were in real life! Perhaps I could take some pointers.
October 24, 1625Crazy to think Takkir is 27 and I'm 21. I mean, just wow.
October 24, 1625I wonder if anyone even checks here. What if I just started sharing all my secret plans?
October 24, 1625We're home.
Thank you.
October 24, 1625Hello! Welcome to my world of pain!
September 28, 1622What does it mean to trust?
September 28, 1622New World, 5th Level
Ronan...
September 28, 1622Me and the Bestie!!!
September 4, 1622Life is strange.
September 4, 1622At least Takkir died with me. Actually, why didn't I turn into a ghost the last time I died?
September 4, 1622I DIED (AGAIN!!!)
Selune has a bad touch.
September 4, 1622Tonight is not going to be a good night.
August 15, 1621I hope nobody realizes that I'm doing bad things. Yeah! Nobody will notice.
August 15, 1621Little known fact but the Clitoris is considered a ball!
August 15, 1621Escape from Sakaar.
We did it! Uh... Great!? We failed to save the city but whatever, they didn't deserve our help anyways!
August 15, 1621Don't ask about Marcus Night. :BothScreaming:
August 15, 1621: )
July 21st, 1621oh...
July 21st, 1621Apparantly my memories were wrong. This is concerning.
July 21st, 1621Alright, let's do this one last time.
July 21st, 1621So many questions.
July 21st, 1621FUCK YOU DEADMAN ILL STAB YOU AGAIN!!!
July 21st, 1621Old home.
???(Disregard the previous post.)
???I'm evil now! >:3
???Wyatt
I love that guy, what a chad. Honestly, couldn't ask for a better god....
10:45 pm - 15.02.2022The list of amazing people following the adventures of Celeste.
Social
Birthplace
Kittsdo
Current Residence
Fortuna
Contacts & Relations
Wolfgang: Stange person she's followed out of necessity. She's convinced he's a Shapeshifter due to him being a Kobold when they first met.
Sasha: Celeste wants to help guide her down the path of good, in a way that can help her protect herself.
Michael: Detective with an ass, she's skeptical to trust him due to his eagerness to resort to violence (Wolfgang is an exception)
Ethos: Unknown, he seems to help a lot but she disapproves of some of his methods
Joker Sweetness: Probably who she'd go to first to make a best friend, he's loyal and doesn't hestitate to state his mind.
Ernie: Trusts greatly, would be upset if anything happened to them.
Max: Wants to help take care of him and is willing to make things difficult if needed to make sure he's taken care of properly.
Marshal: Fun guy, got me underwear... Guess it's a start?
Ladder Pirates: Enemies unless tamed.
Rat King: Sketchy, but willing to help out.
(Post Arc 1)
Iriel: They were my friend in purgatory, Wolfgang was their past life. I learned that they're my cousin, I care so much for them. They're Shar's daughter, and temporarily her avatar. She's strong, I love it! But she's also huge, I don't understand why I'm stuck at this height! Anyways, I'd nominate her for being our leader if I had to choose anyone other than myself. She just has that presence I look for.
Takkir: My brother, same as ever. He still has the same stoic nature, and he loves crafting. I swear, you know who you are. And yet, you have some new qualities. I can say that you're probably my favorite of the three I've had the pleasure of interacting with, however you still haven't had the time to grow on me like #2. Regardless, I can see great things in our future, brother. Oh, also he's the Prophet of Dawn now.
Ronan: I was mistaken about you, you're not an idiot. You're just an impulsive, passionate, and bloodthirsty maniac. Look, I know our relationship is a little rocky right now, but I really do want the best for you. Oh, I should probably explain Ronan now. He's my step father, you know him from the past though. He married Selune, and now he's here to "Guide" me. I guess I'll try and listen to him, I do respect him a lot. But you have to stop treating me like some sort of heartless being, I just don't feel understood by you. Finally, you're still the Body Prophet, guess you lost the new powers game.
Aurel: New guy, he's an elf, like me. My initial impressions of Aurel were that he was somewhat shy and out of place, however now I understand more of his true feelings. He is sort of like me, but he might deny it. He's the newest prophet in our bunch, The Prophet of Pestilence. Oh, and he's smart to boot, he might even be better than me...
Joker: My #1 if you'd call it that, he's in a girl's body finally. It's kind of cool really, but he's also a "Curse" or something. I'll try to work out what his story is. He's been running some layers in Hell so I hope he's well.
Marshal: My real brother, under Ronan. He's sweet and charming, I miss him. I have some more information on our past, however I need to see it properly before I report more.
Reggie: Ronan's brother, interesting personality. He's been gone for the longest time, along with Marshal. I think Malachor has him..
Molly: She's my adoptive mother, I don't entirely know who she is but she seems very sweet. Apparantly part of my story involves being adopted and ending up with Takkir, I think. I haven't had enough time to get to know her properly, but she had information on The End of the World so that will be useful.
Alan: I.. thought this guy was dead. Turns out he was a Lord of Hell. We get along pretty well, he's actually been super helpful to our cause. And, get this. He's an ORDER prophet. I know, but I trust him. I hope him and Molly don't have an unfortunate end.
The Outsider: I still am not sure I trust him entirely. He looks a lot like The Traveller, but he claims to be The Narrator. Regardless, he seems to have the same sort of powers. He also seems to want the best for me and my friends, so I'll help him for now.
Ethos: Haven't heard from him in a few layers, I'll ring him up soon hopefully.
Celine: My mother, I.. She's Selune's avatar, she has amazing power. She hurts herself to help us, its all my fault. I can save her. I know I can. I have to save her. Other than that, she's very pretty, I hope I can have her aura someday. She took my cloak but I don't feel as bad about that. Also, she has some kind of dark past with my dad. She didn't want to tell me about it, but I have to figure it out someway still.
Shar: My Aunt, and... she wants my mom dead. I don't. I guess that's bad, but deep down I want to help her. There has to be some way to change her, and maybe if I try I can do some good for everyone. She doesn't judge me for how I act, it's nice really. I feel so alien sometimes, it's much easier to manage without feeling like the entire world is against you. Which, it literally is, so escaping that is why I seek her from time to time.
Honorary & Occupational Titles
Daughter of Selune
Prophet of Beyond
Wealth & Financial state
She has no material possessions to her knowledge outside of her clothing and tools.
It's not like money is useful anyways.
(Post Arc 1)
Still completely broke
Family Ties
Celine - Mother (Elf)
??? - Father
Ronan - Step Father
Takkir - Adopted Brother
Marshal - Younger Brother
Iriel - Cousin
Shar - Aunt
Sasha - Aunt
Freya - Aunt
Reggie - Uncle
Outsider - Soul Patron
Eidolon - Also.. Patron?
Religious Views
Celeste became a Cleric once she entered Hell, she wanted someone who would help her cope with her traumas.
Somehow, she ended up being assisted by Shar, who she now prays to occasionally. She hasn't really devoted herself to Shar in anyway, she doesn't even want to cause pain necessarily. Celeste just wants to not feel bad about her actions.
More often, she aligns with Selune, however she does not always align her actions with Selune.
She's the Daughter of Selune
Social Aptitude
Very innept. Unlike her prior selves, her total collapse of self has hindered her social ability.
She can sometimes say things that are stupid or hurtful, and she lacks social awareness.
Compared to her prior selves, she is very poor at covering her lies.
Mannerisms
Acts unusually, moving body parts more than usual. It'd be easy to call weird. Right handed.
Hobbies & Pets
No known pets.
Rock Lobster sometimes inhabits her soul.
Speech
Speaks with confidence, despite not feeling confident.
She sometimes talks to herself.