I EXPLODED!

Dear Diary, you aren't going to believe this! We got attacked in our sleep by some strange plant lizard thingys and it was really scary! The strangest thing happened too, I exploded! There was a flash of blue fire and when I opened my eyes I saw that I had accidentally burned the others. It did get Jars out of a trap but other than that not a lot of good came of it. I also still can't make a good light sword! It's really frustrating, everyone else is really good at this and then I'm just tripping over everything. I feel so useless! If this stupid ball had just stayed with Onyx then this wouldn't have happened! He knows how all of this works, like the explosion happened because of some weird balance of the universe thingy, but I don't understand. Apparently there's another thing I can do called BLACK HOLE! That sounds turbo dangerous and I don't know if I want to do it but I think that I'll have to if I want to be useful and not let anyone down. I just want to get off of this planet! I want to see the family again, they always kept me safe! Speaking of keeping people safe actually we managed to save someone from the other half of my pod, the Contemplative! They're still alive, and we managed to get them back to camp! Oh and the planet is apparently electric, which is super weird.
 
-Reminder.
Shep wants a ticket to the next available show.