For the Love of All That's Holy...
Father always said that it was smarter not to get into a fight with a barbarian, but he had probably never met a barbarian that just pissed him off so much...I know that she's excited but dammit, we're going to a place that I left on purpose and here we are running toward the Underdark likes its a fucking play date in the Elven Forest. At least our casters take this seriously, but I haven't seen a serious sentence out of Khalsinn since we arrived on this godforsaken rock and she told us the bad news.
Truth be told, the news she had wasn't bad, it was actually really good for us. The one time I went out with those morons, I thought I would end up busting the party's heads instead of the people we were looking for, but that's a different story. I hate to be angry at her, but we're going to the Underdark, and that makes me really uncomfortable, even if we won't be anywhere near Eryndlyn. I never want to see the gate or the spires again. I left for the surface and a new life and now I'm getting drug back into the same shit that we left.
The bright side is that we weren't contracted by Drow. This can hopefully be a drama free outpost, meaning that it doesn't have any of those damned Underdark politics with it. I can only hope and trust that Reinys knows what the hell she is doing and won't throw me under the lizard cart to sate some grand idea of hers.
...I guess my anger has gotten the better of me. Of all the people in the world that I should trust with no doubt is these three. Khalsinn has seen my life in the Underdark, has met my family. She knows the pain this causes me. The other two, theirs is a life built on their faith and their conviction, not so different from Matron Zilvra, but they have chosen a path of order and camaraderie, something so far from the chaos that the matrons practice. If the Underdark could ever be my home again, it would be through this outpost we are creating.
It is so odd to think about the idea of sisters in arms. Eryndlyn never held a future like that for me. My magic is pitiful at best, but here I am accepted for who I am, not what I'm expected to be. Guess I'll go with it and see if we can do our own thing in the tunnels.
Miz'ri's Journal Ordered oldest to newest
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Escape the Underdark
15 Winter's Evening, 299 E.A.
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The Reality of the Surface
27 Spring's Morning, 300 E.A.
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Dark Elves and Light Don't Mix
4 Spring's Noon, 300 E.A.
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Children and Gunpowder...Why the Hell Not?
8 Spring's Noon, 300 E.A.
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For the Love of All That's Holy...
14 Spring's Evening, 300 E.A.
15 Winter's Evening, 299 E.A.
27 Spring's Morning, 300 E.A.
4 Spring's Noon, 300 E.A.
8 Spring's Noon, 300 E.A.
14 Spring's Evening, 300 E.A.
The major events and journals in Miz'ri's history, from the beginning to today.
It seemed as if time stood still as I taught Syndra about a culture that I thought I had left behind. The intricacies of Undercommon and the contradictions of Drow society rolled off her tongue with ease as we continued our lessons. In some ways, it felt like sparring with father again. A rhythm of back and forth that kept me on my toes. I only hope this lets her succeed in a society that I failed so miserably in.
10:56 pm - 09.09.2020Khals and the others brought back more than they could ever know about the dark city. With her small knowledge of Drow culture, she knew more than most and could safely lead them through. As her stories stretched longer, the questions grew, until I wondered if we needed to make the journey to Monitrex so we could find more answers. The others turned toward the lake the next day, curious about its blue flame. I only hoped they would be safe and maybe their travels would bring even more answers. But I knew in my heart that we would have to go to the city, and possibly meet the matron. As our days continued long, I figured I would teach Syndra what she needed to know about us Drow, so that she could go in the place of Reinys and I.
06:29 pm - 21.07.2020As we discussed the possibility of going to the dark city, it only made sense that either Khalsinn or I accompanied whoever else to give insight on a world that few in our group understood. While Khalsinn was not a Drow or a native of the tunnels, she had spent days beneath the surface with me in Eryndlyn. I hoped that what I had taught her about my people would serve her well now that we were here. Since the Drow from Monitrex had come, I was more weary about leaving the relative safety of our home and venturing out. I so wanted to go see the abandoned city, but keeping what little remained of my identity here in the Underdark was far more important than any secrets I could uncover.
07:34 pm - 16.07.2020I had hoped that we would make it a bit further in our settlement before we were announced to the Drow city, but I should have known that would never be a possibility. We had created a problem with our light and noise, something that was dangerous in the dark caverns. Sooner or later, we would have to address the matron of the city, but it seemed our hand was forced far sooner than I had expected. While Monitrex is a great distance away from my home, the presence of other Drow, especially here in the Underdark, fills me with a great anxiety. I will never be anything than a wanted Drow in these depths, I will never be able to call these tunnels my home again. For that I am grateful, but I should have never returned here.
09:31 pm - 14.07.2020I don’t care what anyone says, other Drow in the tunnels so close make me wary. We may be days away from Eryndlyn, but the name of my house carries weight, thanks to Matron Zilvra. If I can, I will never speak my name in these tunnels again, and thankfully, the mail carrier didn’t question that as I plagued him with questions. The matron of Monitrex seems to be fair, or at least as fair as all matron mothers can be. While I wouldn’t want to deal with her directly, the zealotry and territorial nature of the city and its matrons could be in our favor, as long as we do not cross them the wrong way. Hopefully we can instead carve out a market for their wanted armor and all will be well.
08:04 pm - 08.06.2020The work has kept my mind busy, pulling me from the turmoil of being back in the dark, but the words of the Xorn brought some comfort. Knowing what lurks in the tunnels close by stills a racing mind and allows us to prepared for whatever god forsaken thing that roams the Underdark. May the Huntress be with us as we go deeper.
03:12 pm - 21.05.2020Well, we've made it to this damned dark hole that I used to call home. The days stretch longer here than I remember, but the nights are just as deadly. My knowledge of this place has come in handy, but I wish that I wouldn't have a chance to use everything drilled into me at the academy. Life on the surface is what I miss, even the sunlight. My glasses now dangle around my neck, nothing more than a weight that won't be used again. It hasn't been the hell that I thought it would be, but five days in the Underdark is such a brief time. The others don't yet understand. Khalsinn does, and the dragon definitely does, but the others are so oblivious. Soon they'll find out why I didn't want to returned to this damned place.
03:56 pm - 11.05.2020Session 0: Introduction
04:38 am - 10.05.2020Session 0: Introduction
04:38 am - 10.05.2020For the Love of All That's Holy...
Father always said that it was smarter not to get into a fight with a barbarian, but he had probably never met a barbarian that just pissed him off so much...I know that she's excited but dammit, we're going to a place that I left [i]on purpose[/i] and he...
02:55 pm - 05.05.2020Past Downtime
6 days to teach Undercommon (to Syndra) 6 of 45 days to learn Duel Wielder
02:30 am - 02.05.2020Children and Gunpowder...Why the Hell Not?
After what seemed like forever in Stronghold, the paladin finally got everyone to stop dragging their feet so we could move on. Some of the group wanted to go to the Feywild, a place I wanted to be even less than the Underdark but my loyalty lay with Khal...
10:21 pm - 02.01.2020Session 8: To the Tower
07:16 pm - 26.10.2019Session 8: To the Tower
07:16 pm - 26.10.2019Dark Elves and Light Don't Mix
At least my vision and my spirits are well enough to write after last night's intrusion. [i]Let's light a fire, they said. Let's try to make the drow run through it, they said.[/i] To the hells with the lot of them. The half-orc was the darkest skinned o...
09:01 pm - 24.10.2019Reached Level 2!!
At the end of Session 7, Miz and her new friend, Narrin, leveled up after surviving an attack by the mob.
15 Spring's Morning, 300 E.A.Session 7: Waiting in Stronghold
01:31 pm - 18.10.2019Session 7: Waiting in Stronghold
01:30 pm - 18.10.2019The Reality of the Surface
Slingers. Of all the blasted things they could make Khals and I teach, was a grouped of ogre-brained slingers. I don't know who in their sun-addled mind thought it was a good idea to give a group of twenty human slingers of over six feet in height to two ...
08:52 pm - 17.10.2019Escape the Underdark
Zilvra was less than happy that I hadn't taken after her magic like my sisters had. I was the rogue child, even in a house where my brothers were somewhat rebellious and did not fall into line like expected. I took after my father, Nalfein, wishing more t...
08:43 pm - 16.10.2019The list of amazing people following the adventures of Miz'ri.
Social
Birthplace
Eryndlyn
Contacts & Relations
While she is the fourth daughter of House Baenre, she has since given up that title when she left the Underdark. The loss of the title also brought the loss of any contacts or affiliations that would give her.
She is now considered a member of the Llanowar Clan. That name carries some weight on the surface, but she has not yet made any contacts with that name.
Honorary & Occupational Titles
Swordsmaster of House Baenre, Rebel of the Underdark, Traitor (to her family)
Family Ties
Her family ties in the Underdark were severed when she left. Her communication with her father is now nonexistent, although she still has ties to him. Since being brought into the Llanowar Clan, she has a new family but has spent little time with them so far.