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Conrad Serif
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Another victim of the war, in more ways than one. He could have it great; honorable service in Karnath, scion of House Sivis, a natural priest of the Seekers. But war leaves its scars and House Jorasco cannot heal everything.


Sharn
Sun 8th Sep 2024 12:19

My Faith

by Conrad Serif

I am a simple gnome. The tenets of my faith do not come from aged scrolls or wise mouths. The tenets of my faith are derived from lived lives. The world is a cruel place and kindness only exists with our communities. The gods...I don't believe they exist at all. Vassals are those who've fooled themselves that there is some great divinities watching over the world. They don't have the strength to believe in their own power and so they willingly attribute it to some fanciful name and cause. The power of everyone working together, pooling their talents in and shining in their fields goes to show the greatness that we can achieve.
 
This Lady Vol claims to have created my faith. It's not a hard claim to make, given the common name of the Blood of Vol (I always thought that was just some fancy elven word). And especially not hard when you are slammed with the information of a thousand years ago. How a family of elves fled from Aerenal only to be slaughtered to the last, except for one. Her mother turned her into a lich, taking away her divinity...even though she was radiating in Divinity. Perhaps she has a large pool of blood donations...but this felt different, like nothing I've ever seen.
 
Her word was this: Those who bear the Aberrant Mark are her chosen. They...we will be crucial to the rise of the faith in this time of tumultuous peace. And if she has chosen me to be her prophet then I suspect that this peace will not last. I am a simple gnome and I do not want to be a harbinger of war. War brings so much loss. I have seen senseless loss: My mother and father died far from the front lines. I have seen loss wrought from great effort in my own disfigurement. I have seen loss of hope, when Kaius ir'Wynarn denounced our faith and forced us out of our temples. But loss is inevitable and war is all I know.
 
If war is coming, we will not be afraid. With the power of our divinities and the gifts of the martyrs that guide us, we will have the strength to face any threat. But remember still, no mortal is our true enemy. All have the ability to pursue divinity coursing through their blood. Some may need help understanding that. Some will be too scared to reach within. Some will be too obstinate and decide to side with voices in their head promising paradise in death. And if they wish to seek that paradise, we will not hold them from it. We must grow stronger and grander so that us and ours can pursue divinity without fear of persecution. So that we can protect those we love from the cruelty of the world and the senselessness of Dolurrh.

Conrad's Journal Ordered oldest to newest

  1. Spell Descriptions (Meta Journal)
    06 May 2024 02:37:34
  2. Proficiency Training (Meta Note)
    30 May 2024 02:20:46
  3. Class Features (Meta Note)
    30 May 2024 04:44:19
  4. My Faith
    08 Sep 2024 12:19:18

The major events and journals in Conrad's history, from the beginning to today.

[i]Chill in my blood, ir'Fairchild does not look happy with me. Did she expect me to command her sister? Seems as though she was doing a good job comingling with that Tarkanan Dragonborn. Perhaps I should have awakened the wisdom of her divinity rather than the force of it. I can't believe my poor luck. Syra d'Sivis is here! I can't know for certain, but I'm pretty sure they are a big player in Sivis business, both on the table and under it. Their name has been popping up just on the edge of a lot of powerful moves that have put House Sivis or Zil'argo in a subtle, but certainly advantageous position. I don't know if I can afford to stick around to see what Whisper has to share. With how Analeise is looking at me, maybe I should just focus on surviving tonight. I need to calm my mind. Never before have I been in such a prolific event. There aren't as many serving hands among the guests as we thought there might be, but also not many of the noble families. A lot more eyes on Jax and me. I nearly blew it with the Lady d'Cannith, I should stick close to the Fairchilds.[/i] [b]- After Session Four[/b]

07:13 pm - 24.06.2024

[i]What have I gotten myself into!? On one side we are going up against aberrant dragonmarks the size of Greater Marks only seen on the important people in the Houses. And now I find out I am skulking about with the Fairchild heiress! Maybe I should pick up the Sharn Inquisitive and see if the family has been up to anything that would lead to their child sinking so low. I get the feeling this isn't going to be such a one and done deal as I...hoped. Whisper had better know what they're talking about with this sigil.[/i] [b]- After Session Three (And Hiatus)[/b]

03:21 am - 20.06.2024

[i]It would appear that I am in the midst of trained professional miscreants. Victor, of course, has already flaunted his own expertise in the field. Every suggestion he puts forth makes me feel like I'd be sent to a Bone Brig for even hearing the insinuation. But he did seem rather honest when he invited me to stay where he was staying. And it seems like a pretty honest place, as honest as places can be down here anyway. Lily makes me wonder what is making her do this. "Connections with the upper class?" If you are already working up there, why stoop to the Lower City? Perhaps she has more skin in the game with the Houses. And what is she? Perhaps an eccentric changeling, like her friend. She has her head on a swivel as well as having it on straight. Not that it seems she has a choice to choose between the two with a friend like hers.... And speaking of that friend...The Muffin Man. She...or they are the most inscrutable of these new companions. They hand out muffins and reveal that they are a changeling...or at least claim it--maybe she isn't even one? Her friend and her seem either incredibly close or on the verge of slitting each others throats. Though subtle, they were quite comfortable slinging spells at each other...I couldn't gain anything from their methods, other than that they may be rather suited to such subterfuge. I digress, the Muffin Man also claimed her specialty may be at, "creating distractions." I don't know what to make of her. I believe Victor said something about maybe acquiring tickets. I'll discuss with him later if that can be done with haste, in case those other two cannot live up to their promises.[/i] [b]- After Session Two[/b]

03:38 am - 30.05.2024

[i]This arch...it wasn't built with the city. At least not this city. I wonder if it is goblin in nature...or maybe even orcish? Are we far enough west for that? Or maybe even from another realm, I believe I read something about Sharn being placed on a manifest zone or two.[/i] [i]-Noticing the magical quality of the Whispering Stone Archway[/i]

04:48 am - 28.05.2024

Met the Party!

[i]I must be Seeking up. What am I thinking following these strangers to a second location in the seediest part of a city I've never been to before! Whisper must be a criminal or a spy and I'm getting wrapped up in some Brelish espionage. Or worse, they are just a rival gang to this...House Tarkanan! Divinity Within! The Korranberg Chronicle doesn't have a nice word to say about those murderers. At least that nice one with the muffins--Strelitzia--is a part of the duo that knows this place. Is that just to get me to lower my guard? The...Elf, I think...seems to have her head on her shoulders though. And this Shifter is obviously another criminal, and proud too! Did the war hit that hard in the Eldeen Reaches to bring him to this? Hopefully they'll be less shifty than that Changeling. Its not too late for me to get back on the Lightning Rail and head to Zilargo...if I really have to.[/i] [b][i]- After Session One[/i][/b]

05:15 am - 20.05.2024

[i]This scripture...I've never seen its like. My...mark makes me think that it cannot be good news. I don't have any other recourse here in the City of Towers, but I can't believe I'm following an anonymous letter straight to the Lower City! I can't ignore this though. By my Blood, I'll make it through this.[/i] [i]-Conrad, shortly after arriving in Sharn[/i]

04:56 am - 20.05.2024

Arrived in Sharn

The City of Towers is as grand as the stories say. I can only assume the stories of spies and criminals who care only for their own pockets must be true as well. Will I really find anything to help me progress my divinity?

04:54 am - 20.05.2024

The list of amazing people following the adventures of Conrad.