A Necromancer Ponders Death
I’m going to die.
I mean, we’re all going to die.
You’re not going to die. You are paper and ink. But I am going to die, and not in the 'everybody is going to die' way.
I'm going to die this week.
I mean, did I always know I was going to die? Sure. I always figured it would happen one day. I know it’s avoidable, but I didn’t really go into necromancy thinking about my life. I was thinking about others- well that's not true at all. I was thinking about saving my own hide, but afterward I thought about t̶h̶e̶m̶ ... myself. But I mean, that's not bad right? Isn't that what humanity is? Self-preservation.
I know that the body and conscious are different. Lian said that your soul can be a difference place than your physical body. And I know in my heart that that's true. But .. I don't know, I guess I’ve become attached to this one?
I mean, I guess if I thought about it makes sense that his body isn’t his original body, but I never thought about it before I guess. Its not his body that makes him him. So I guess if that's true for him it's true for me too. And if I'm not my body then I'm my thoughts and my decisions, and my personality. Still though- I’d like to keep this one for as long as possible. But I guess as long as I .. stay who I am, whoever that is and whatever that means, I guess that’s fine?
Wren's Journal Ordered oldest to newest
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Keeps and Creeps
1/19/1194
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An Incredulous Party
09 Jan 2020 07:03:02
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An Endless Rule.
15/19/1194
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First Night in Northal
22 Jan 2020 11:00:07
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Enter Academia
10/19/1194
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Oops.
22 Jan 2020 11:48:45
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Earning Forgiveness
23 Jan 2020 12:22:31
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Grandiose Gifts
31 Jan 2020 06:52:33
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A Tale of Two Professors
31 Jan 2020 07:11:11
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Feline Farsightedness
04 Feb 2020 08:06:55
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Invaders and Invitations
14 Feb 2020 04:59:34
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The "Incapable Assistant"
20 Feb 2020 07:04:23
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Tensions and Travel
28 Mar 2020 04:56:38
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The Desperate Leech
12 Apr 2020 01:35:56
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A Begolian Necktie
18 Apr 2020 06:37:27
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A Deadly Dragon
23 Apr 2020 03:10:18
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With the Help of Good People
23 Apr 2020 03:27:44
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You vs. Fate
24 Apr 2020 11:37:08
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Distorted Reflections
05 Jun 2020 03:28:34
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A Good Bookstore
05 Jun 2020 03:47:43
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Paintings and Airships
05 Jun 2020 04:23:33
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Celrin died.
14 Jun 2020 03:25:45
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Gideon's Last Stand
14 Jun 2020 11:29:04
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Blindly Toward Riverville
25 Jun 2020 11:53:06
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Formidable Friends
04 Jul 2020 05:50:02
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Lian is here.
11 Jul 2020 01:55:18
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A Necromancer Ponders Death
30 Jul 2020 11:26:18
1/19/1194
09 Jan 2020 07:03:02
15/19/1194
22 Jan 2020 11:00:07
10/19/1194
22 Jan 2020 11:48:45
23 Jan 2020 12:22:31
31 Jan 2020 06:52:33
31 Jan 2020 07:11:11
04 Feb 2020 08:06:55
14 Feb 2020 04:59:34
20 Feb 2020 07:04:23
28 Mar 2020 04:56:38
12 Apr 2020 01:35:56
18 Apr 2020 06:37:27
23 Apr 2020 03:10:18
23 Apr 2020 03:27:44
24 Apr 2020 11:37:08
05 Jun 2020 03:28:34
05 Jun 2020 03:47:43
05 Jun 2020 04:23:33
14 Jun 2020 03:25:45
14 Jun 2020 11:29:04
25 Jun 2020 11:53:06
04 Jul 2020 05:50:02
11 Jul 2020 01:55:18
30 Jul 2020 11:26:18
The major events and journals in Wren's history, from the beginning to today.
Session 33: A Dead Bird, Born Anew
02:48 am - 13.07.2020Session 33: A Dead Bird, Born Anew
11:14 pm - 12.07.2020A Necromancer Ponders Death
I’m going to die. We’re all going to die. You’re not going to die. You are paper and ink. But I am going to die, and not in the 'everybody is going to die' way. I'm going to die this week though. I mean, did I always know I was going...
06:17 pm - 12.07.2020Lian is here.
Lian is here. I wish I had a funnier, more clever way to say that, but that’s all I can wrap my head around right now. He’s here. He’s at my house. He’s in my bedroom! Right this second right now. There’s a time when just thinking about t...
01:55 pm - 11.07.2020Session 32: Carrion's Link
02:51 am - 06.07.2020Session 32: Carrion's Link
11:11 pm - 05.07.2020Formidable Friends
I was part of something big. Really big. The fewer details I write down the better, but know I’m dying inside not being able to tell them. What we did changed history! They’ll write about it in books for centuries to come! And it will be a mystery- to...
05:50 am - 04.07.2020Session 31: Finding the Way In
03:11 am - 29.06.2020Session 31: Finding the Way In
11:03 pm - 28.06.2020Session 30: The Next Lesson
03:36 am - 22.06.2020Session 30: The Next Lesson
11:16 pm - 21.06.2020Session 29: Revoking a Throne
03:05 am - 15.06.2020Session 29: Revoking a Throne
11:17 pm - 14.06.2020An Armada's End
I haven't written in this one one for a while, but I suppose telling the events of the day into my current research notebook (Vol. 34) wouldn't be apropos of today's events -even as entertaining as Vol. 34 is! Still, I suppose fighting an invading arm...
05:14 pm - 14.06.2020WIP
DAY 1 AT SEA I'm on a ship manned by a crew of Soulreaved. I can easily count this as the most awesome thing I've ever done. L̶i̶a̶n̶ ̶w̶o̶u̶l̶d̶ ̶b̶e̶ ̶s̶o̶ I should feel excited? I'm trying to talk with everyone and ask detailed and in...
03:13 am - 14.06.2020Celrin died.
Celrin died. I watched her head disconnect fly from her body as it went limp. When I started studying the forces of life and death I thought that would make it less frightening. Death. Makes sense right? If you can control the energies that manipulate lif...
10:01 pm - 12.06.2020Session 28: An Annual Revenge
03:10 am - 08.06.2020Session 28: An Annual Revenge
11:33 pm - 07.06.2020Paintings and Airships
Turns out the animals wasn’t what I should have been worried about. Turns out Celrin’s past isn’t just coming for her, it came for all of us. And I spent most of last night attempting not to die. Eleonora spent most of the night trying to save my li...
04:23 am - 05.06.2020A Good Bookstore
You know how in stories bookstores are always creepy old places run by a mysterious tiny old lady and the lady ends up seeing into the heroine’s soul and leading her to exactly what she was looking for since the first chapter? It was kinda like that..I ...
03:37 am - 05.06.2020Distorted Reflections
Well, my first prophesy came true. Noppa left. But I don’t think he left hating me, and that’s something. He also used a truth spell on me. Bastard. He’ll be missed. Not one to waste a spare room apparently Jhin seemed to find us a replacement b...
03:28 am - 05.06.2020Session 27: Some Allies Lost, New Ones Gained
03:34 am - 01.06.2020Session 27: Some Allies Lost, New Ones Gained
11:25 pm - 31.05.2020Session 26: Taking What's Not Yours
02:36 am - 25.05.2020Session 26: Taking What's Not Yours
11:14 pm - 24.05.2020Session 25: Death in the Skies
03:29 am - 11.05.2020Session 25: Death in the Skies
11:40 pm - 10.05.2020Session 24: Between Rivers and Avians
04:34 am - 04.05.2020Session 24: Between Rivers and Avians
11:23 pm - 03.05.2020Session 23: The Last Straw
02:40 am - 27.04.2020Session 23: The Last Straw
12:14 am - 27.04.2020Bad Decisions (rough)
When you're not happy with the choices you've made, is it better to blame fate or yourself? Because if you blame yourself you can at least mentally berate and torment yourself for it. And that, after a while, will make you feel better. If nobody else is ...
09:24 pm - 24.04.2020With the Help of Good People
I ended up meeting Eleonora on the way to the castle, and she said she could help me translate. It's obvious that we haven't been on the same page lately, but I'm very glad that at the end of the day she's still my friend. She's just, she's just a good p...
03:25 am - 23.04.2020Session 22: Of Peers and Problems
02:19 am - 20.04.2020Session 22: Of Peers and Problems
11:14 pm - 19.04.2020A Deadly Dragon
K. Soo.. didn't get to ask her about the Lexicon. I was too busy dying from the DRAGON that she sicked on us. That's right HER DRAGON. And I can't really say I fought a dragon because I just ran to Eleonora to do that life transfer spell and then before ...
10:18 pm - 17.04.2020Session 21: Sweet, Dangerous Home...
02:56 am - 13.04.2020Session 21: Sweet, Dangerous Home...
11:02 pm - 12.04.2020A Bagolian Necktie
I didn't know he was Bagolian when I slit his throat. Well, I guess I kind of did. But I really didn't care. If he was from Northal would I have cared? Should I have cared? Wait, let me back up. We're on a boat right now. Reminder Wren: Boats are terr...
01:35 am - 12.04.2020The Desprate Leech
Sorry I haven’t written in a while. I.. Well haven’t wanted to. But I guess Lian was right, it’s good for your brain, helps you remember, makes you better, blah blah blah. So.. when we were waiting for our contact, after everybody else got into th...
11:20 pm - 11.04.2020Session 20: A Wizard's Interest
03:11 am - 06.04.2020Session 20: A Wizard's Interest
11:21 pm - 05.04.2020Session 19: Heart of the Valley
03:16 am - 30.03.2020Session 19: Heart of the Valley
11:39 pm - 29.03.2020Tensions and Travel
Fortudo is beautiful. The people, not so much. Right there at the Cadgegap they took Rhea's potions. I mean, I've been carrying them around for a while now, I guess they were mine at this point. I wasn't planning to sell them or anything- but, she made th...
04:56 pm - 28.03.2020Session 18: From Towers to Seas
03:00 am - 23.03.2020Session 18: From Towers to Seas
11:18 pm - 22.03.2020Session 17: Stolen Away - Part 2
01:57 am - 09.03.2020Session 17: Stolen Away - Part 2
01:57 am - 09.03.2020Session 16: Stolen Away
02:22 am - 02.03.2020Session 16: Stolen Away
12:09 am - 02.03.2020Session 15: Home of Stirred Flame
04:05 am - 24.02.2020Session 15: Home of Stirred Flame
01:32 am - 24.02.2020The "Incapable Assistant"
Incapable. INCAPABLE! Incapable: Adjective A. unable to do or achieve (something) B. unable to behave rationally or manage one's affairs; incompetent. I've achieved a lot thank you very much! I helped kill the Wretch, AND a demon now. I have a house A...
06:51 pm - 20.02.2020Session 14: Beyond Castle Walls
08:18 pm - 15.02.2020Session 14: Beyond Castle Walls
08:18 pm - 15.02.2020Invaders and Invitations
Did you know there are bird people!?!? Well, I guess you didn’t. You’re me. I didn’t! Do you know how often I read? Yes you do, stop asking your journal stupid questions Wren. I thought I knew everybody in the Esterland Valley but these things liter...
04:36 am - 14.02.2020Session 13: Call to Action
07:34 pm - 08.02.2020Session 13: Call to Action
04:18 pm - 08.02.2020Feline Farsightedness
Well, Ele's okay. She just woke up. Only now I can't sleep, so I came to the study. The guilt has eased a bit though- she doesn't seem to blame me too much. Azrael did help me come up with an idea for tomorrow in the meantime though. I'm nervous- which ...
08:05 pm - 04.02.2020Session 12: First Blood
07:32 pm - 01.02.2020Session 12: First Blood
04:22 pm - 01.02.2020Grandiose Gifts
Celrin, Rainer and Nora got back this week. Honestly it's kind of nice to have the house full again. And there's more of Celrin, she has an arm now. Well, another one. It's fascinating really, I don't know how she got it though. And oddly enough adding s...
01:09 am - 24.01.2020A Tale of Two Professors
I had a dream that I was back in the study. He was there. He was mad. I was... disappointing. Nothing new. The new part was when I woke up the spell that we were working on was in my spell book. Written down, just like I was writing it in the dream. I wok...
06:30 pm - 23.01.2020Session 11: Distant Complications
09:07 pm - 18.01.2020Session 11: Distant Complications
04:21 pm - 18.01.2020An Endless Rule.
I've always thought that knowledge is a good thing. But the thing, is yesterday I had less of it, and I think I was a lot happier. The party ended abruptly after the host decided to overthrow King Jhin by storming his castle. I should say tho...
09:29 pm - 14.01.2020Session 10: The Mad Immortal
08:29 pm - 11.01.2020Session 10: The Mad Immortal
04:27 pm - 11.01.2020An Incredulous Party
We delivered the body of Jan to Jhin at the castle. In exchange for the body of his enemy we were invited to a party. Northal's a weird place. Conveniently (or unconventionally, I'm really not sure which) the party is at Baron Oelrich's estate. The one I...
07:03 pm - 09.01.2020Earning Forgiveness
Out of the frying pan and into the fire. Is that the phrase? It's applicable here. Almost immediately after we escaped Baron Oelrich, by the skin of our teeth, we went immediately into the forest to go find this...Wretch. To be fair, we didn't have a choi...
06:14 pm - 09.01.2020Session 9: Amid the Nobility
10:03 pm - 01.01.2020Session 9: Amid the Nobility
06:28 pm - 01.01.2020Session 8: Wretch of the Forest
08:06 pm - 28.12.2019Session 8: Wretch of the Forest
04:06 pm - 28.12.2019Oops.
Oh boy. Oh boy oh boy oh boy. Oops. So I may have gotten in a little trouble. Okay, from the beginning: I came home (that sounds weird 'home') and Eleonora was in the study so we spoke for a while. She told me she only recently found out she c...
05:38 pm - 27.12.2019Enter Academia
Wren, remember when Lian told you not to make stupid rash decisions? You should have listened. I spent a few days scouting out the Institute here, The Institute of Hydroarcanic Power, um, and then I joined it. It seems innocent enough, they have inter...
05:29 pm - 23.12.2019Keeps and Creeps
Well I guess I am sticking around them seeing as I live with these people now. At least I know how to fortify my room from Celrin, unusual lady. I mean, it's no comparison to x’s manor but it's..well it's kinda better honestly...
05:15 pm - 23.12.2019First Night in Northal
Jhin and Meta introduced me to a group of...people (mostly people) so we could help them with a problem, a gang called the Bloaters. They seem...well, Eleonora seems nice. It was a little fun, though I'm not as good at lying as I used to be. I'l...
12:02 am - 23.12.2019Session 7: The Caged Bird
08:29 pm - 21.12.2019Session 7: The Caged Bird
04:19 pm - 21.12.2019Session 6: A Proposal of Blood and Gold
06:59 pm - 14.12.2019Session 6: A Proposal of Blood and Gold
04:33 pm - 14.12.2019Session 5: Lowering Your Guard
09:26 pm - 07.12.2019Session 5: Lowering Your Guard
06:58 pm - 07.12.2019The list of amazing people following the adventures of Wren.
Social
Current Residence
Northal
Family Ties
Wren has an older sister, but is unsure of where she is.
Social Aptitude
Eah.
Mannerisms
Wren is poised and her movements are precise.
Hobbies & Pets
Azreal, who is best cat
Speech
In contrast to her precise movements, she had a bad case of foot-in-mouth disease.