During the flight toward Gundarlun, Jay trained most of her spare time (the rest being spent on drinking with Roshanna). What spurred her to focus more than usual on her martial skills was the uneasiness that soured the excitement from what had happened before they left Waterdeep. Was this really what she wanted to do, to follow a god? Was she even following him, per say? She had never pledged anything to Tyr himself, but yet she seemed compelled to acknowledge him. Like how one should give a compliment when possible (something Jay could be better at), or thank someone for standing up for the right ideals. Maybe she could see him more as an ally than anything else? Though, even Jay knew that that would be a whole new level of hubris. Still - she might acknowledge him, but will she ever acknowledge power? Not over person, never. It just felt wrong. Hopefully Tyr would understand that. Did he feel the same way?
"If I speak his name for help, I wonder if he would come to me for the same?"