I was told to always act like my typical self, that's the way to "act like a Toreador". I've realized why after being with them for a while why. We come off as snobbish and a lot take advantage of luxury. Someone told me it was what we're due as being such a "creature". Growing up even in afterlife I was told never to look sloppy, never untidy. Act with manners, my so called courtly manners. And most of all never drink from a slovenly vessel. It would explain why I have a preference in my feeding. These are all things that have been instilled in me.... again. I wonder when will everyone finally stop conditioning me to be what they want... not that I mind my epicurean lifestyle. Quite the contrary, I need to maintain and make it better, not only for me but... well I know why....