Wed, 27 Jan 2021
As Anton walks into the room he is stuck with feelings of inadequacy and self loathing: he is not good enough for the clan, nor is he good enough for his gang, standing with three who look to him for guidance and failing them...
Time slows down and he hears a voice in his head : "You're failing them. Every single night. Look at them... one who is deranged about who she is, one who cannot stop crying, one who has no respect for you. They are going to die."