A Talk With Ramsworth

Ramsworth and I had a long talk today. I enjoy speaking with him. I don't know exactly why... I guess I feel a bit safer speaking with him. I know I can trust him, and he knows he can trust me. We spoke of Aeolos, how he still scares both of us, and how both of us are feeling off. Rams says he's sleeping more, he's scared he won't wake up someday. He also says his armor is getting tight, and I noticed some of the clasps on the back seemed strained. He says he worries about me, but frankly, I'm more worried about him. He's so worried and frightened of hurting someone else, or learning something else about his past. When I had first met him, I thought he was so much more stoic. That was, until the murder. I hope I can help him. Help with his worries, his armor, his sleeping problem.
 
He also said he felt different about me. That I made him feel safe, at home.. like a blanket? Frankly, I feel the same. I don't know if this feeling is what I think it is, but I'm terrified. What if it is? What will I do? Should I be scared of a feeling? Should I be scared of his feeling and my feeling? I don't know, but just THINKING of it is making me feel weird and warm? Fuzzy?
 
I also have been getting sick. Ever since the corruption started to spread more and more I've been getting sicker and sicker. I can't eat as much without feeling nauseous, I've been feeling more and more tired recently, my feathers have been falling out, hell I've hardly been able to get the energy to swim. Rams said I looked slimmer, like I had less feathers. Ranger says I don't sound well. I'm sure it's just a cold, though. I can push through and work with it and it will get better. I just need to finish the school and help with the tree, and then I can focus on myself.
 
I just need to push through. I'll be fine. No worries...right?
 
Until Next Time
~Goose Waterglider