The Beginning of Bell

Dear Journal,
My name is Bell and you are mine! I am a monk and a quarter elf. I'm also an adventurer with 8 new friends! I hope Clikx doesn't get jealous when he finds out I have more friends. I think everyone is warming up to me more! Though I still think they all find me annoying. I've stopped drinking! Hopefully everyone will like me more. I was mean to Rimiya earlier. She said she cared and for the better of the group I should stay alive. I still don't understand. But Damiel gave me a cat so it's all cool. I hope. I appreciate that she cares but she's only saying that so we can finish this journey we all have. Which is fine with me I don't mind. I miss the monastery sometimes. I'd like to go back. I wonder if Damiel wants to go back to the Elven Kingdom...why? What's so great about living there? Maybe it's me because my father still lives there. I feel sick thinking about him sometimes. CJ is the most adorable cat in the world! I love him so so much! I'm gonna make him fishy treats when I can!
 
We're about to go on a mission again! I'll write in you soon!
~Love,
Bell