‘And how much did you just spill to me Fix? Do you even know?’ Fox thought to herself as she aimlessly wandered across a rooftop. ‘I know there’s… something, involving other people, that has something to do with me and very likely the Syndicate.’
She continued the train of thought. ‘Between that… and who I know keeps sticking their nose into the underworld… there’s definitely something to worry about.’ She groaned to herself as she worked her way through the dark streets.
Kallie and Mika had always had each other, but Fox had never been able to have real friends. The closest were the occasional fling when they stayed in town long enough for her to decide someone was safe enough to spend casual time with. A little bit of pleasure and closeness to scratch the itch. How many other people's lives had she passed through and disappeared from though?
‘I haven't even told Victor... and I have... No idea how he'll react.’ She thought in frustration. ‘And Sareena. I've promised so much.’
Get something to blackmail them with. Something to expose if they betray you.
Words, trust, loyalty, all transient things that disappear when it’s inconvenient for them.
Fear, leverage, consequences, that’s how you stay safely in control.
You're supposed to be clever, right? Use this, make a plan, take control.
‘Mother's way.’ she said, recognizing the thoughts for what they were. ‘But... Maybe she's right? I need... I can't bear leaving Sareena if...’
‘How can I tell her? What happens then? What... would she even think of me if I… became like that?’ The weight bore down on her shoulders until she let it out in heavy sigh.
‘I guess… I figure this out… or I leave.’