When Victor had left, Maelie had stood in the gaming room long enough that Mordecai had wondered if she was in shock. Too many emotions raced through her mind but none of them had a chance to show; sadness, anger, regret, distrust, and denial. All warred for courses of action of how Maelie Arsenault can salvage this disaster. Finally, Clover ushered her to bed, and she slept.
"I am... not used to dis." Maelie said softly to Nel the next day at the café.
The large ursan gently asked her. "The being in love part or the dealing with secrets part?"
"Definitely de being in love. But also, usually I am de one wit all de secrets." She laughs half-heartedly.
She nods and takes her arm back, not wanting to make Maelie uncomfortable, or embarrass her at the cafe. "Do you think the secret is something you can live with?"
"I 'ave no idea... I wish I just... knew." A look of determination crosses her face briefly.
‘That’s it.’ She thought to herself, ‘I just… need to find out what this is about. If Victor won’t tell Maelie. Then Fox will take care of this.’
She takes a breath and stands up. "Merci Nel, I... I need to go. I 'ope to see you soon."
"Thank you, Maelie. You too. Good look with whatever you're doing to go do."
"Merci!" She says with a grin before running off.
She sat down at the large oak desk of her study, leaning back in her chair and putting her boots up as she let her mind run through what she knew. Her mind always worked better in here, she’d felt it the first time she walked in when viewing the manor. She was still getting over the anxiety of how much it reminded her of her mother’s office in small ways, but… maybe that’s what she needed. A place for these kinds of thoughts. Dishonest, scheming, conspiratorial thoughts that had no place in her relationships.
Victor had a troubled childhood. He hid behind this façade of a rake so that people would leave him alone. He always acted as if whatever secret he held would be crushing to tell anyone. His heart. He had such a weak heartbeat and he rarely slept well, despite doing his best to not bother her.
His father. His heart.
Maybe.
Why else would a father mistreat and nearly despise his own son? Blame him for his wife’s death rather than cherish the child she left him?
Because the child was unwell.
Her mind raced. Putting pieces where they fit. What if Victor didn’t want to tell anyone… his own father had all but disowned him over… whatever it was. If that’s what it was.
“Okay… that’s a direction I can try…”
She got up from her desk, sorting some notes back into her safe before disappearing into her room to retrieve her gear.
“I’m sorry Victor, but if we’re going to play games with secrets then I’m gonna play for keeps.”