I guess I had to have that talk with Ellywick at some point. I just really wish I could be the better person that she deserves. But she didn't push me away at lest. And she said I'm attractive... That must mean she could still be into me eventually, right?
I'm hoping too much. I know I am, but I can't help it - I just want to be close to her.
She says she needs time to get to know me, which hopefully means I can show her that I'm trying to be a better person than the user I used to be. I so want to be someone she can respect, even if she'll never love me the way I love her.
I'll offer to share a tent tonight, and whenever I'm anywhere, I will always leave a gnome-sized space for her, should she want to be close to me. It's ok, I will be here for her as she thinks things through. No matter what her conclusions, she still makes me happy.